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Almost forgot I'm going to try to post everyday now...
People have been reminding me that my dreams are coming true. I'm kind of in a haze about it. Seven and a half years ago, I decided I'd do JET. I never thought it would be that hard. Back then, I wasn't told how competitive it was. So I just said, "I'm going to that." Since then, college to me was just that four-year space between high school and the JET Program. Honestly. That was all it ever was to me. Now, within the last few months, the doubts entered my mind, "What if the JET thing doesn't work out?" I never had a back-up plan. I just went straight forward with it. So you can imagine that, with my future on the line like this, I became wrapped in the stress born from my own poorly-planned... plans.
I'll talk about this more tomorrow, I gotta go to bed and/or study.
People have been reminding me that my dreams are coming true. I'm kind of in a haze about it. Seven and a half years ago, I decided I'd do JET. I never thought it would be that hard. Back then, I wasn't told how competitive it was. So I just said, "I'm going to that." Since then, college to me was just that four-year space between high school and the JET Program. Honestly. That was all it ever was to me. Now, within the last few months, the doubts entered my mind, "What if the JET thing doesn't work out?" I never had a back-up plan. I just went straight forward with it. So you can imagine that, with my future on the line like this, I became wrapped in the stress born from my own poorly-planned... plans.
I'll talk about this more tomorrow, I gotta go to bed and/or study.