If you want to be somebody else then change your mind
Friday night and I am sitting on my computer listening to music and lamenting my lack of plans. My friends are watching Thumbelina but to be honest I am not all the interested and I feel like being a lazy bum anyway. Girl Talk is on campus and will be performing in 30 minutes and the tickets sold out on the first day. So I didn't get one. Fuck my life. I bet it will be amazing too.
My forehead is breaking out like a mofo. My roommate never leaves the room. I play too much tetris. I am extreme amounts of behind in my reading and am not doing as well this semester as I should. I am TIRED.
I can't wait until spring break.
But about an hour ago my friends and I stood out on Yates field and just screamed the words to every shitty song from our middle school years. It was so nostalgic and so awesome. It was one of those moments when you know that looking back that memory will stick out in your mind. At least for me. I love my friends so much.
I kind of miss Jacob and I really am too attached to Prohov. And it sucks. Fuck boys. Fuck my life. Maybe Lily is right and I just need to find entirely new boys. Preferably ones who don't live in Barrett. Or are jewish. Or have first names that start with J. Because I obviously have a type. I need to 'branch out' if you will. Ugh.
Bleckkkk. I need to stop being so emo. Seriously, it is probably detrimental to my health. Ima go play some more tetris.
My forehead is breaking out like a mofo. My roommate never leaves the room. I play too much tetris. I am extreme amounts of behind in my reading and am not doing as well this semester as I should. I am TIRED.
I can't wait until spring break.
But about an hour ago my friends and I stood out on Yates field and just screamed the words to every shitty song from our middle school years. It was so nostalgic and so awesome. It was one of those moments when you know that looking back that memory will stick out in your mind. At least for me. I love my friends so much.
I kind of miss Jacob and I really am too attached to Prohov. And it sucks. Fuck boys. Fuck my life. Maybe Lily is right and I just need to find entirely new boys. Preferably ones who don't live in Barrett. Or are jewish. Or have first names that start with J. Because I obviously have a type. I need to 'branch out' if you will. Ugh.
Bleckkkk. I need to stop being so emo. Seriously, it is probably detrimental to my health. Ima go play some more tetris.