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i feel really really helpless.
i dont know what to do anymore.
being out here is driving me insane.
i dont feel like i'm able to be there enough for nate anymore.
i feel like im losing touch with my family and friends.
my classes have stopped being fun or even interesting.
and i want to go home SO BAD.
hearing about everyone else visiting friends and going home
for the weekend or whatnot is starting to drive me crazy.
dont get me wrong, im happy to hear that you guys are all
having fun and seeing eachother.
it's just frustrating being stuck out here.
i really just want to throw something.
uhg
i need to stop crying.
and i need to stop being angry.
this was my decision to come out here.
and it's just month, right?
what's a month.
it's nothing.
i wish i actually believed this.
just a reminder, also, that hawaii doesn't change for DST. so that will make me 4 hours behind instead of 5.
i miss nate.
that's such a huge understatement.
i dont know what to do anymore.
being out here is driving me insane.
i dont feel like i'm able to be there enough for nate anymore.
i feel like im losing touch with my family and friends.
my classes have stopped being fun or even interesting.
and i want to go home SO BAD.
hearing about everyone else visiting friends and going home
for the weekend or whatnot is starting to drive me crazy.
dont get me wrong, im happy to hear that you guys are all
having fun and seeing eachother.
it's just frustrating being stuck out here.
i really just want to throw something.
uhg
i need to stop crying.
and i need to stop being angry.
this was my decision to come out here.
and it's just month, right?
what's a month.
it's nothing.
i wish i actually believed this.
just a reminder, also, that hawaii doesn't change for DST. so that will make me 4 hours behind instead of 5.
i miss nate.
that's such a huge understatement.