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well here i am...back again...it's been a while since my last update
Things here are, well, shit house I guess. I got a job as bartender/glassie at a gay bar. Im fine with working there, not an issue at all in my mind, i get lots of tips and the people I work with are fantastic. However, as a consequence to this, I guess you could say that I have been ostracized by my mates here at uni because of their closed mindedness. They think its strange that I'm working there...I really couldnt give a fuck about them...I basically told them through words and actions that I dont have the time to put up with their mindless shit. They have made no attempt at all to tell me where they go, what they are doing...I don't see why it was always me asking what they were doing. I'm done with them. So yes, I am a complete loner at uni now.
So now the people i call my friends are the ones I work with, and the strange thing is that I get along with them better...i never thought i'd say that, but its the truth. I put it down to them being of the same age as me or around the same age as me...
Uni is hard. Coupled with work im falling behind in one subject which I think I might end up failing...I cant work for 5 hours at night, get back at 4 in the morn and go to uni...it's really hard physically as well as mentally draining.
So due to my hatred towards this sorry excuse for a uni...to which my parents pay a shitload for me to go to (IM NOT EXAGERATING THAT, ITS A PRIVATE UNI REMEMBER!) i went on a adventure to find a new place to live, on my own...and i found one. My parents are coming up in about two weeks to visit me, and we'll organise for me to move into this new joint. It's an ultra modern looking place with a balcony, ikea type furniture, really nice looking. Like a mini bachelor pad! It will be good to have some independence at last and be able to cook my own meals etc. I just need to get out of here, it's making me depressed. Alot of people dont know that, but I have been miserable here...people perceive me as this person which people at home would completely disagree with if they met my friends here at uni (well...now ex-friends) I guess you could say that its breaking me.
But to tell you the truth, I really dont mind the solitude...I've spent so much of my time by myself that I guess I've become used to it...no i dont like it, but its something i have come to get used to. Its been probably about 5 weeks of me on my own. And its because i spend the day studying, and the nights working. So i have very little if any time to hang with my mates.
And what makes it worse...I'll only be home in Victoria for about a week...I had plans to do so much stuff, but now they are all out the door due to the job. I guess its made me think of responsibility more, but still, I would have liked to have gone home for the four weeks i get to have off before I start back at uni again.
Well that's about it I guess...
Things here are, well, shit house I guess. I got a job as bartender/glassie at a gay bar. Im fine with working there, not an issue at all in my mind, i get lots of tips and the people I work with are fantastic. However, as a consequence to this, I guess you could say that I have been ostracized by my mates here at uni because of their closed mindedness. They think its strange that I'm working there...I really couldnt give a fuck about them...I basically told them through words and actions that I dont have the time to put up with their mindless shit. They have made no attempt at all to tell me where they go, what they are doing...I don't see why it was always me asking what they were doing. I'm done with them. So yes, I am a complete loner at uni now.
So now the people i call my friends are the ones I work with, and the strange thing is that I get along with them better...i never thought i'd say that, but its the truth. I put it down to them being of the same age as me or around the same age as me...
Uni is hard. Coupled with work im falling behind in one subject which I think I might end up failing...I cant work for 5 hours at night, get back at 4 in the morn and go to uni...it's really hard physically as well as mentally draining.
So due to my hatred towards this sorry excuse for a uni...to which my parents pay a shitload for me to go to (IM NOT EXAGERATING THAT, ITS A PRIVATE UNI REMEMBER!) i went on a adventure to find a new place to live, on my own...and i found one. My parents are coming up in about two weeks to visit me, and we'll organise for me to move into this new joint. It's an ultra modern looking place with a balcony, ikea type furniture, really nice looking. Like a mini bachelor pad! It will be good to have some independence at last and be able to cook my own meals etc. I just need to get out of here, it's making me depressed. Alot of people dont know that, but I have been miserable here...people perceive me as this person which people at home would completely disagree with if they met my friends here at uni (well...now ex-friends) I guess you could say that its breaking me.
But to tell you the truth, I really dont mind the solitude...I've spent so much of my time by myself that I guess I've become used to it...no i dont like it, but its something i have come to get used to. Its been probably about 5 weeks of me on my own. And its because i spend the day studying, and the nights working. So i have very little if any time to hang with my mates.
And what makes it worse...I'll only be home in Victoria for about a week...I had plans to do so much stuff, but now they are all out the door due to the job. I guess its made me think of responsibility more, but still, I would have liked to have gone home for the four weeks i get to have off before I start back at uni again.
Well that's about it I guess...