Aug 10, 2005 00:08
No words I write will do this justice...
Have you ever had a mate that you hate to hate? I mean, you love him as a good mate, always have a good time with him etc but there are things they do to you that pisses you off chronically that really gets to you? I have that mate.
He's always right, he's never wrong. Anything of value you have to say is wrong according to him. Anything you do is crap or gay. Any story you have to tell is shit. When you dish it out to him, he cracks the absolute shits. He calls me a SNAG which I hate, he critisizes everything I do, he always has something derogatory or insulting to say to me.
I don't wanna hate him, but I have found myself lately time and time again really getting irratated with him, and I hate that. Cause at the end of the day he really is a good mate.
There are no answers to this...I had a go at him before and he left in a huff all pissed off and I managed to piss him off royally. I just said that he always give's me shit and I don't like. We both agreed that I was probably a little too sensative a while back, but wouldn't that indicate to someone to perhaps take it a little more easy? But then I think to myself, I wouldnt like to change my personality to fit one person's needs. Maybe I just need to take his shit like a bitch and deal with it.
I moved to this new joint for next semester partly because he'd be there and thought it would be better cause I get my own bathroom. But lately I've been thinking that maybe it isnt the best move afterall. I dont want to be in a situation where I piss him off to the point where it will leave me with no place to move off campus next year (he is mates with my other mates). I really need to tread the water here I'm guessing. Just laugh at everything he says to me, make out like he's a mad cunt and is an awesome guy.
I guess it will comfort me to know that I will always be one step ahead of him, knowing that he's always right and that he can dish it out, but cant hack it when it comes back to him.