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[rusty4u2]

I am so cold and alone
when im crying theres no one there for me.
You make my happyness turn into sadness.
I will have a minute of happyness and then you will go and spoil it.

I am ,I am the one who is in pain and torture
I am ,I am the one the one who wants to excape

There is a future waiting for me but i think i will waist it all away
I don't just want to die i desire to die, i desire no more.

I am so ill and frustrated in you
When im in pain theres no one by my side
Your the reason i feel this way
Why can't you just stop hurting my feelings
my heart can only take so much.

I am, I am the one who whats what i drempt
I am, I am the one who will die for happyness

I don't want the world,I just want the happyness
I don't want anouther heart break nor anouther tear

Why cant people understand the way i feel
Why do you have to go and destroy me

I don't think i can live with this any longer
My own minds even hurts myself.