October 18, 2007
I'm not very happy right now. My whole attitude is wavering between despair and apathy. One minute I don't care... And the next, I'm crying. It's just not fair. And I do it to myself. I try and try and try and then I fail and it kiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiills me. Because, very obviously, this means I'm a failure. I can't eat right, I can't exercise right, I can't even do my fucking homework right. Maybe I can sleep right.