March 12, 2008
Florida was amazing. I thought Amber was going to beat me to death with a hockey stick when she was hit with road rage.
Luke is true neutral on the topic of me, and I'm okay with that. I won't be bothering him or rather, not bothering him, any more. Until I'm in the area for my freakin' t-shirt. I wish I hadn't made such a fool of myself in that situation. But that's how I am with a lot of guys, so it's something I'll work on.
Levi's not dead, which makes me happy.
I have improv tonight and a show on Friday. I'm skipping class to clean and not cleaning. Typical me.
And I'm pretty neutral on the whole topic of relationships. I've got some good friends, I had an interview for an RA position last night, and some guy I think is cute thinks I'm cute and wants to hang out. Could be interesting.
Not sure what I'm doing any more, but not antsy about it. Just sort of peaceful and calm. I'm sure it'll break through.
I'm coming to accept that my way is not the best way. Other people have their own methods. It is frustrating, however, when I find that something works for me, they don't have an adequate way of dealing with that particular topic, and they won't try my way. But that's okay, too. I'll just have to learn to get over it.
Bible study has not made me a Christian. My faith has been strengthened, just not in the God some of my friends believe in.
I have my permit now. Fantastic. Oh, and adorable new panties.
"Our greatest strength is not in never falling but in rising every time we fall."
Thank you, Confucius, for a fantastically motivating quote.
I wish I was better at trusting people to care when I need help.
I am the queen of analogies and random questions. Come get 'em, hot off the press.
At the end of my interview, they asked if I had any questions for them. I asked them what way they ate their Oreos. Go me.
Tryin' to start an intramural soccer team. Nerve-wracking.
Hoobastank is really good for me to sing along with. I match well with their tones.
I always feel like people like me out of pity. Which is silly. I'm amazing. Apparently I don't believe it, so why should you? Why shouldn't you? I put on a good show of it. If I act confident and like I'm going to take over the world in ways Pinky and the Brain never dreamed of, there's no reason others shouldn't see that reflecting out of me.
Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate,
but that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us.
We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant,
gorgeous, handsome, talented and fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking
so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We were born to make manifest the glory of God within us.
It is not just in some; it is in everyone.
And, as we let our own light shine, we consciously give
other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our fear,
our presence automatically liberates others.
~Nelson Mandela
If I say this to myself enough, it will be true.
Luke is true neutral on the topic of me, and I'm okay with that. I won't be bothering him or rather, not bothering him, any more. Until I'm in the area for my freakin' t-shirt. I wish I hadn't made such a fool of myself in that situation. But that's how I am with a lot of guys, so it's something I'll work on.
Levi's not dead, which makes me happy.
I have improv tonight and a show on Friday. I'm skipping class to clean and not cleaning. Typical me.
And I'm pretty neutral on the whole topic of relationships. I've got some good friends, I had an interview for an RA position last night, and some guy I think is cute thinks I'm cute and wants to hang out. Could be interesting.
Not sure what I'm doing any more, but not antsy about it. Just sort of peaceful and calm. I'm sure it'll break through.
I'm coming to accept that my way is not the best way. Other people have their own methods. It is frustrating, however, when I find that something works for me, they don't have an adequate way of dealing with that particular topic, and they won't try my way. But that's okay, too. I'll just have to learn to get over it.
Bible study has not made me a Christian. My faith has been strengthened, just not in the God some of my friends believe in.
I have my permit now. Fantastic. Oh, and adorable new panties.
"Our greatest strength is not in never falling but in rising every time we fall."
Thank you, Confucius, for a fantastically motivating quote.
I wish I was better at trusting people to care when I need help.
I am the queen of analogies and random questions. Come get 'em, hot off the press.
At the end of my interview, they asked if I had any questions for them. I asked them what way they ate their Oreos. Go me.
Tryin' to start an intramural soccer team. Nerve-wracking.
Hoobastank is really good for me to sing along with. I match well with their tones.
I always feel like people like me out of pity. Which is silly. I'm amazing. Apparently I don't believe it, so why should you? Why shouldn't you? I put on a good show of it. If I act confident and like I'm going to take over the world in ways Pinky and the Brain never dreamed of, there's no reason others shouldn't see that reflecting out of me.
Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate,
but that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us.
We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant,
gorgeous, handsome, talented and fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking
so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We were born to make manifest the glory of God within us.
It is not just in some; it is in everyone.
And, as we let our own light shine, we consciously give
other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our fear,
our presence automatically liberates others.
~Nelson Mandela
If I say this to myself enough, it will be true.