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before firefox crashes again...
Your Brain's Pattern
You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy.
You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts.
People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused.
But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.
What Pattern Is Your Brain?
You Are 28% Lady
You tend to make up your rules of etiquette, throwing all conventions aside.
And while you try to be a lady (sometimes), your behavior is often quite shocking.
Are You A Lady?
Damn me for having my own personality...
You Are 36% Cynical
Generally you give people the benefit of the doubt. But there are exceptions.
You buy into many of the things that mainstream society believes, but you're not anybody's fool.
How Cynical Are You?
The questions for that quiz sucked... I know I'm more cynical than that...
1. I love Summer.
2. I love flip-flops.
3. I shop at Hollister.
4. I am not a virgin.
5. I am a virgin.
6. I love the OC.
7. I love One Tree Hill.
8. I enjoy acoustic music.
9. Ingram Hill is sex.
10. Dashboard Confessional is sex.
11. Both of the bands you just named are fags suck.
12. Music is something I need.
13. Sports are fun.
14. I feel like going shopping.
15. Abercrombie is my favorite store.
16. I hate preps.
17. I am a prep.
18. I think Green Day has turned mainstream and I hate their new stuff.
19. I think it's funny that Blink 182 is done.
20. My best friend is a girl. (physically, at least...)
21. My best friend is a boy.
22. I have a boyfriend.
23. I have a girlfriend.
24. Sleeping is my favorite thing to do.
25. I'm eating right now.
26. The Notebook is my favorite movie.
27. The color hot pink is sexy.
28. Paris Hilton is my idol.
29. I hate Paris Hilton.
30. I have given/recieved oral sex.
31. I'm bored as hell.
32. School is fun.
33. I'm online right now but no one is talking. (I don't feel like talking to anyone right now, so that's fine.)
34. I dont know what I'm doing tonight.
35. I've gotten drunk in the past month.
36. Drugs are gross. (addictions, anyway. responsible drug use is alright.)
37. I hate drama, even though I cause a lot of it.
38. I've been used.
39. I've been cheated on.
40. I've cheated on someone. (I'm not proud of it.)
50. I've used someone. (everyone uses people. you should probably steer clear of anyone who doesn't admit to this.)
51. I need a shower.
52. White Noise is the scariest movie ever.
53. I won't always love what I'll never have.
54. I won't always live in my regrets.
55. I've had my heart broken.
56. I've been in love.
57. Britney Spears rocks.
58. Hot Topic is sex. (uhh... I guess...)
59. Goths scare me.
60. I love my life.
61. I have my own computer.
62. I hate the color pink.
63. I have music playing right now.
64. I am on aim right now.
65. I have the tv on, but am not watching it.
66. I have no life.
67. I am in high school.
68. I am in middle school.
69. My nails are painted.
70. My toes are painted.
71. I am currently not wearing a bra.
72. I am wearing a bra.
73. I love the show, Summerland.
74. I have never seen the movie Grease.
75. I have PS2.
76. I do not own a cellphone.
77. My bathroom is attached to my room.
78. I have not showered yet today.
79. I have to pee really bad.
80. I cannot play tennis.
81. I cannot play basketball.
82. I love the mall.
83. I love my friends.
84. I currently do not have a boyfriend.
85. I right now like someone.
86. My best friend likes the same person.
87. I hate my life right now.
88. My parents are divorced.
89. I have no sisters.
90. I have no brothers. (genealogically...)
91. I have never watched MTV.
92. I hate TRL.
93. I hate VH1.
94. I love spongebob.
95. I love makeup.
96. I never wear makeup.
97. I have my belly button pierced.
98. I think Jesse McCartney is sexy.
99. I have never smoked weed.
100. I have never drank alchohol.
101. I have been in a wedding.
102. I love chocolate.
103. I am allergic to strawberries.
104. I have never been stung by a bee.
105. I love the song "She Will Be Loved" by Maroon 5.
106. I talk to myself when I am bored.
107. I have my own phone line.
108. I was born in a summer month.
109. Today is Wednesday.
110. I love the ocean.
111. i wish i was little again.
112. i have cheated on a test before.
113. i've copied my friends homework more than once.
114. i've stolen something.
115. i wish my body was different.
116. i have fantasized about dating harry potter.
117. i have wondered what life would be like if i were dead.
118. i wish my siblings were gone.
119. i hardly ever get along with my parents.
120. i think my teacher wears the ugliest clothes.
121. i know more than 1 Ashley.
122. i always liked mary kate until she became anorexic.
123. i knew there was a such thing as pre-mature balding and it scares me.
124. i know someone who has been abused.
125. i'm scared i'm going to get raped.
126. i really really hope that i find someone to marry.
127. marrying an older rich guy disgusts me.
128. but marrying a rich handsome guy is sexy.
129. i get new bedding every year.
130. i own something from Abercrombie & Fitch.
131. i own something from Pac Sun.
132. i still shop at Limited Too.
133. Target couture is in.
134. Juicy couture is way expensive.
135. i own something Louis Vuitton.
136. i think i'm pretty (on a good day).
137. i think i'm the ugliest thing to roam the planet.
138. full house is one of the best shows on TV.
139. they better not cancel laguna beach.
140. the oc is my favorite show.
141. i wish i was rachel bilson.
142. i have been on a crash diet.
143. i love food and people with eating disorders are insecure and should embrace their curves.
144. if i lost my eyeliner i would cry.
145. i own more than 20 bonne bell lip glosses.
156. i'm a perfectionist.
157. i have done drugs.
158. i drink alcohol.
159. i wish i lived somewhere else.
160. sometimes i get mad at my best friend.
161. sometimes i wonder what it would be like to be one of my friends.
162. I have green eyes.
163. I come from a rich family. (above my immediate family...)
164. I have a Deadjournal.
165. I know how to operate a vehicle correctly.
166. I have been in more than 2 car accidents in the past 12 months.
167. I have a motorcycle permit or license.
168. My father is over 50.
169. I believe in Satan.
170. I listen to rap music.
171. I've never done anything I say I really regret.
172. I cheated on one of my exes and they don't know about it to this day.
173. I slept in a bathroom once. (a lot more than once)
174. My favorite color is neon orange.
175. My school colors were red and white.
176. I wish I knew my mother better.
177. I look older than I really am.
178. I am a Scorpio.
179. I detest spiders with every fiber of my being.
180. I am pro-choice.
181. I consider myself to be an intelligent person.
182. I was alive in 1989.
183. I have a broken heart.
184. I remember a lot about my first love.
185. I will die and bring no secrets to my grave.
186. I hate driving on ice or in snow.
187. I am Japanese.
188. I speak a language most people don't understand.
189. My vision is perfect.
190. My favorite band is From First To Last.
191. I am left-handed.
192. My favorite body part on the opposite sex is below their waist.
193. I am a Grammar Nazi and I am proud of it.
194. I don't like myspace. I don't have a myspace. And I'm cool with that.
195. I am single.
196. I am pretty personable.
197. I let moodiness take over sometimes.
198. My mother is well taken care of.
199. My father makes more money than my mother does.
200. I play the lottery.
201. I only like dark chocolate.
201. I have eaten already today.
202. I want to conquer the world and rename it something else.
203. I am a virgin.
204. My favorite animal would not make a good pet.
205. I often contemplate throwing my computer out the window.
206. I have a distaste for anything made with cheese.
208. I am his panic.
209. I hate chores.
210. I am a neat freak.
211. My hair is brown.
212. I am short.
213. I am afraid of dying.
214. I love someone very dearly and would give my life for them.
215. My email is not hotmail, yahoo, or aol.
216. I have been seriously depressed in the past.
217. I have had the Chicken Pox.
218. I enjoy reading the newspaper.
219. I like online shopping better than going to the mall or to the store.
220. My place of work is less than 20 miles from my home.
221. I like bolding surveys more than any other kind.
222. I'm lazy.
223. I am too nice for my own good.
224. I really should be doing something else.
225. I like to debate.
226. I enjoy/enjoyed high school.
227. I think that I am nice-looking or sexually desirable.
228. I clean my room at least once a month.
229. I've lived in an apartment.
230. I like the city more than the country.
231. I listen to country music.
232. I am listening to music right now.
233. I've been to a rock concert.
234. I like listening to wind chimes.
235. I have been skinny dipping before.
236. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little.
237. I remember being born.
238. I don't trust politicians.
239. My hair has been dyed in the past year.
240. I have more than 2 piercings.
241. I am female.
242. I love being different.
243. I'm incredibly sarcastic.
244. I like to play videogames.
245. I am lactose intolerant.
246. I keep an online journal.
247. I'm sensitive.
248. I cry more than most people think I do.
249. My favorite movie genre is Comedy.
250. I have sang in public before.
251. I enjoy dancing.
252. I've gone clubbing with friends.
253. I am 18 or older.
254. I have never tried to do a cartwheel.
255. My dad made me a treehouse when I was younger.
256. My mother drives a truck.
257. I wanted to be a lawyer when I was younger.
268. I watch CSI.
269. I want to dye my hair an unnatural color.
270. I have wasted more than 5 minutes on this survey.
271. I watch football on Sundays.
272. I can't concentrate when people are talking.
273. I enjoy brownies.
274. I love to laugh and have a good time.
275. I don't like leading things when I'm uncertain of them.
276. I'm taking this so I have more time to think about this thing I'm writing.
277. I don't really care.
278. I love my dog.
279. I have more than one guitar.
280. I love awesome people.
281. I think piano sounds gorgeous.
282. I will sleep anywhere at any time.
283. I don't smoke, drink, or do drugs.
284. I like hanging out with my friends in random places.
285. I wish I could get out of here. Tonight.
286. I enjoy taking night time walks. (when it's not summer.)
287. I can snap my fingers on both hands.
288. I've never been as outwardly passionate as I am inwardly. Ever.
289. I don't like comparing myself to people, but I do it anyway.
290. I do stupid things.
291. I think it's important to be able to laugh at yourself sometimes and not take everything so seriously.
292. I remedy fear with anger.
293. I respect your decisions, no matter how effing stupid they are.
294. I've never gotten a ticket.
295. I don't get mail. Unless it's from a useless college.
296. I love hugs.
297. I'm uncomfortable when someone says how 'amazing' I am.
298. I wish I could be alone to sing more often.
299. It annoys me when standards interrupt my personal way of thinking.
300. I have shoes.
301. I love fall.
301. I wish I had more dresses to wear. (which means I'd like one.)
302. I keep a lot of my feelings bottled up.
303. I am currently unemployed.
304. I like chillaxin.
305. I wish I wasn't so addicted to sitting there and waiting for someone to talk. I mean AIM.
306. I love school.
307. I tend to exaggerate more than I mean to.
308. If you seriously need a reality check, I will give it to you.
309. I wish literature was less predictable.
310. I wish I knew why I procrastinate even from watching T.V.
311. I cannot ride on a bus and maintain my sanity unless I have music to listen to.
312. I've been in love since seventh grade.
313. I love being around the people I care about.
314. Homework is no.
315. I suck at math.
316. I hate when people walk so damn slowly in the hallway.
317. I'm not easily amused, but simple things tend to catch me off-guard sometimes.
318. I'm going to live in NJ forever.
319. I like long bus rides with bandies.
320. I do nothing but think.
321. I think smoking is stupid.
322. I hate when people act surprised that I don't know something.
323. I don't ever want to grow up.
324. I like making people laugh.
325. I will never show you my world, because then it wouldn't be mine anymore.
326. Friends can cheer me up, but they can't make my mood any better.
327. It's not that I hate you. I just lack social skills. Sorry.
328. I love the feeling of a plane taking off. I laughed hysterically the first time I experienced it.
329. My favorite number is 34. I don't know why.
330. I have a hard time throwing things out.
331. I wish my analytical skills weren't so lazy; I always need a question to go on, it seems.
332. I like warm weather.
333 I hate online communication.
334. I suck at DDR unless I can use a controller.
335. I hate when people act happy even though they're not... even though I do it too.
336. I don't make sense.
337. I wish I could be in isolation for awhile.
338. I wish I could meet up with some old friends that I've been wondering about.
339. I'm married.
340. I have a cell phone.
341. I have long golden hippie hair.
342. My favorite fruit is probably strawberries.
343. It'd be cool if you could take a star out of the sky, like in that one episode of Sabrina.
344. I hate when people make general conclusions about specific situations that they know nothing about. (!!!)
345. I'm a very intense person.
346. I wish I saw people more often.
347. I've got a crush.
348. I'm poor.
349. I hope this thing I'm writing right now turns out okay.
350. I usually just wait for people to IM me.
351. I can't wait to watch the second half of Battle Royale.
352. I don't want to have children.
353. I like having fun.
354. Teenagers get worked up over the stupidest shit in the world.
355. People don't know what they should lie about and what they shouldn't.
356. I wish I had a skull cap.
357. I wish I had the guts to act.
358. I love my friends.
359. I love video games.
360. I need a new hairbrush.
361. I stay up late when I'm out with friends. (I don't have a choice, that's the only time they're available.)
362. I proudly adopted my dog.
363. I'll pee in the woods if I have to. Whatever.
364. I like sunny days.
365. I have my priorities straight.
366. I wish people knew the difference between simplicity and complexity.
367. I like rainy days.
368. I hate text messaging. I'd rather call someone.
369. I wish I had a broader range of music to listen to.
370. I've lost touch with people that I wish I hadn't.
371. I have a camera phone.
372.I am not a "morning person".
373.I drink diet soda.
374.My name has less than 7 letters.
375.I own a lava lamp.
376.I have a dog.
377.Garlic knots are delish.
378.I watch Laguna Beach.
379.I love music.
380.I am on a laptop.
381.I have taken a shower in the past 12 hours.
382.I have done something illegal.
383.I play with matches.
384.I watch The Real World.
385.My family owns a boat.
386.I want a pony.
387.My middle name has an "e" in it.
388.I like to read.
389.My screen name has no numbers in it.
390.Sharks piss me off.
391.I have a pet with a human name.
392.I like to draw.
393.I am a compulsive liar.
394.I have seen The Breakfast Club.
395.I have been water skiing.
395. The walls of my room are yellow.
396.I like Bright Eyes.
397.I have 2 or more siblings.
398.I own clothes that I don't wear at all.
399.I am tired.
400.I saw The Dukes of Hazzard.
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a transgender survey... I'll probably x-post it in some communities...
So how did this all start and how did you end up here?
I've always been this way. As a child, I never felt comfortable being labeled as a girl. I was never into the things girls my age were "supposed" to be into. I preferred boy toys, boy friends, dressing as a boy, acting like a boy, etc. This was not an act I put on, but was what came naturally for me. I did not feel my body was right for me. It felt kind of like having a big wet wool coat stuck on you that you can never take off. Especially when I hit puberty. I HATED my boobs - didn't want them, beat on them, pushed them down on a daily basis, hoping that would make them not grow in so large, never bought myself a bra until this year. I was more physically self conscious that I had female parts than that I was fat or anything else. Getting my period suicidally depressed me. I am way more accepting of myself now than I was when I was younger, since I have found there is a community of people like me and I'm not as big of a freak as my mother and my peers made me feel like I was. The main thing that bothers me now is how deep social conditioning runs, as far as gender stereotypes. I see my most loved friends, lovers, and everyone (wether they mean to or not) consistently say things or think things that are based off of stereotyping or gender privilege, or misinformation on gender in general. Often, I feel like if I speak up about these things, I will be viewed as a bitch, and thus further stereotyped because of male privilege. Or female privilege, for that matter...
What is your plan to transition? Are you aware that many transsexuals never live a "normal" female/male life and end up involved with other trans people and in the trans community for the duration of their lives?
I have no plan to transition, as far as body parts go. I don't believe in a gender binary, so I feel a physical transition would not honestly reflect who I am. On days I do feel more male than non-gendered, I would like to begin trying to pass as male in public, by use of breast binders, clothing, mannerisms, and small physical tricks that cause strangers to not easily be able to classify my gender upon sight.
I don't feel there exists a "normal life" for anyone, regardless of gender, race, personality, etc, so the second question is not an issue for me. I think if you are honestly, openly, and fully expressing who you really are inside, that's as close to a "normal life" as you can get, though. If anything, I would consider the people who try to strictly adhere to their sex's stereotypes to have a less "normal life" than a drag queen or a tom boy or whatnot, who is proud of who they are.
Thirdly, I would LOVE to be more involved in the trans community than I am. I am not aware of any way of meeting other trans-people in my area (irl). I'm dying to go watch a drag queen contest, but it appears most of the places these things are held at here only allow men in (which is the STUPIDEST, most HYPOCRITICAL and ELITIST thing I think I've ever heard...).
If you pass perfectly in 3 years, will you tell others about your past?
Depends on how serious a role these "others" play in my life. I'm not so sure how I would present myself to strangers, but as far as close friends and relationships go, honesty is extremely important to me and I would never think of doing something like hiding my physical sex from a person until we're stripping down in the bedroom or something of that nature...
I would most certainly put my story out there online for younger/newer trans people to find and give them hope.
Why do you want to transition?
I don't. I'd like to start passing because as I am right now, I am just hiding myself from the world and that's not the type of person I strive to be in life. I also don't feel it's right for anyone to "require" me to dress or act a certain way because of my sex, so passing would be a challenge to that mindset, to me.
What is your sexual orientation and how does your changing your gender effect that?
I am pansexual, which means I like people for who they are inside and their physical sex or gender expression has no bearing on my decision. So, my gender doesn't really affect that... I have been putting a lot of thought lately into questions like "Am I currently in a gay relationship or a straight one?" and so far I haven't come up with an answer I'm happy with. So, I guess the answer to this question would be to say that my gender situation causes me to constantly question myself and my relationships of all types, and my sexual preference.
What will you do about employment? Do you plan to transition at work?
Ah, this is the conundrum I have the most problem with. I am extremely rebellious and don't play well with authority, so work is going to be a challenge for me in that regard already. My gender beliefs add to this problem and could very well get me fired some day. My current plan is to buy some very nice looking manly clothes, such as a nice pair of men's slacks, a button up shirt, and some men's dress shoes, and start wearing something of that nature to interviews. I am thoroughly sick of throwing away money on women's dress/work clothes that I ABHOR and would never wear unless forced to, especially when I have bought so much in anticipation of a job or for interviews and still ended up being unemployed.
Are you out to your friends and family? How are they reacting to your decision?
Yes, and I think their reactions could be a lot better. It's caused me to question a few of my very close friendships and my relationship and brought me a lot of emotional trauma in that regard.
What is your goal? After you go full-time will you pursue other surgeries?
Goal, what's a goal? I don't believe in setting solid long-term goals, they only lead to disappointment.
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::Name:: Nix.
::Sex:: female.
::Siblings:: Ashley, Emily.
::Eye color:: Brown.
::Shoe size:: 8 1/2 womens, 6-ish mens.
::Height:: 5' 4".
::Innie or Outie:: Innie.
::What are you wearing right now:: shorts and a tank top. I can't stand anything else in this house.
::Where do you live:: my mom's house.
::Righty or lefty:: Righty.
::Can you make a quid in change right now:: what???
::Best place to go for a date?:: movies and a resteraunt or ice cream afterwards.
::Kind of pants:: jeans.
::Number:: 9.
::Girls Name:: don't care right now.
::Drinks:: ice water.
::Sport:: iron chef and basketball.
::Month:: October and December.
::Juice:: blueberry kiwi white grape.
::Breakfast:: scrambled eggs, bacon, toast/english muffin/bagel, orange juice, hash browns.
::Cartoon character:: Mac from Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends.
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Have You Ever..
::Given anyone a bath?:: yes.
::Smoked?:: yes.
::Bungee Jump?:: No.
::Made yourself throw-up?:: only out of necessity.
::Gone skinny dipping:: Nope.
::Put your tongue on a frozen pole:: in the freezer.
::Loved someone so much it made you cry?:: Yes...
::Broken a bone:: No.
::Played truth or dare:: Yeah.
::Been in a police car:: Yeah.
::Been on a plane:: Yes.
::Came close to dying:: Yes. Fuck Phoenix Baptist Hospital.
::Been in a sauna:: that's basically what a non-ac house in phoenix turns into in the summer.
::Been in a hot tub:: Yes..
::Swam in the ocean:: Haven't gotten brave enough to swim in the ocean since I almost drowned when i was 3.
::Fallen asleep in school:: Unfortunately..
::Ran away?:: Yep.
::Broken someone's heart:: I don't know.
::Cried when someone died:: Yes, but never immediately upon finding out...
:Cried in school:: Yep....
::Fell off your chair: Yeah. Painful.
::Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call?:: Yeah..
::Saved AIM convos:: Yeah....
::Saved e-mails:: yeah.
::Used someone:: I am human.
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What is...
::Your good luck charm?:: it's usually a coin or a rock.
::Best song you ever heard:: lol no clue...
::What's your room like:: annoying!
::What is beside you?:: ants, dirty dishes, a wheres george? dollar, lots of papers.
::Last thing you ate:: sweet cream popcorn.
::What kind of shampoo do you use?:: I'm currently alternating between garnier fructis and herbal essence citrus blast.
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Ever Had...
::Chicken pox:: Yes
::Sore Throat:: Yes
::Stitches:: Yes
::Broken nose:: No
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Do You...
::Believe in love at first sight:: I didn't until I experienced it.
::Like picnics:: depends on how ocd I am that day...
::Like school:: Yes
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Questions:
::What schools have you gone to: Glen L Downs, C W Harris, Desert Horizon, Palo Verde Junior High, Desert Horizon, Tolleson Union High, Maryvale High, None, Tolleson Union High, Estrella Mountain Community College (on a few different occassions), Glendale Community College.
::Who was the last person you called:: my dad's cell, while he's camping in showlow.
::Who was the last person you slow danced with:: I can't recall.
::Who makes you smile:: my mindfulness instructor, steve.
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::Who did you last yell at:: my mother.
::Who was the last to break your heart:: Brandon.
::Who's your loudest friend?:: I dunno.
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::Do you like filling these out:: sure.
::Do you wear contact lenses or glasses:: No
::Do you like yourself:: not really, but I respect myself.
::Do you get along with your family:: everyone except my mother and my aunt.
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Final Questions:
::What are you listening to right now?:: the aquarium, the fan, and the computer.
::What did you do yesterday?: therapy, went to the library, ate at mcdonalds, shopped at the craft store and the book store, came home and made really good, nice, decorative cupcakes with a piece of strawberry hidden inside.
::Hate someone in your family?:: ...I don't really hate, but I suppose you could say that...
::Gotten any awards:: quite a few actually. none recently though.
::What car do you wish to have:: "One which moves"
::Where do you want to get married?:: probably in a courthouse, but I'd kind of like a ceremony at the Big Cat Rescue in Florida...
::Good driver?:: nope.
::Good singer?:: eh.
::Have a lava lamp?:: yep.
::How many remote controls are in your house: I am not even going to attempt to answer this question.
::What do you dream about? I'd rather not think about it.
::When you last showered:: yesterday or the day before... I can't recall.
::Scary or Funny Movies:: one and the same.
::Chocolate or Vanilla:: vanilla.
::Root beer or Dr. Pepper:: depends on my mood.
::Skiing or Boarding:: where, down a mountain of volcanic rock that's never seen snow?
::Summer or winter?: WINTER!
::Silver or Gold?: silver.
::Sprite or 7up:: 7 up is freaking awesome now. If you haven't tried it since it became "100% natural" you should try it sometime.
::Coffee or tea: Tea. Coffee hurts my tummy :(
::Phone or in person:: In person.
::Are you oldest, youngest, middle:: Oldest.
::Indoor or outdoor:: Depends where..
::Diamond or pearl:: pearl.
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Today did you:
::Talk to someone you liked:: Yep
::Buy something:: nope, not after yesterday!
::Get sick:: heatsick.
::Sing:: no.
::Talked to an ex:: No.
::Miss someone:: haven't really thought about it.
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Last person who....
::Was in your bed:: Jeffie.
::Saw you cry:: Brandon.
::Made you cry:: myself.
::Went to the movies with you:: can't remember.
::You went to the mall with:: Amber and my sisters.
::Said "I Love You":: Brandon.
::Ever been in a fight with your pet:: Yes.
::Been to California:: Yes
::Been to Mexico:: No
::Been to Europe:: No.
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Random.....
::Do you have a crush on someone:: Brandon :)
::What book are you reading now?: haha! I knew I wasn't gonna get away with it... "Undead and Unwed", a paranormal comedical romance novel by Mary Janice Davidson.
::Best feeling in the world:: Being in love.
::Future KIDS names:: don't wanna think about it right now.
:Do you sleep with a stuffed animals:: more than one.
::What's under your bed? :: flattened carpet.
::Favorite sport to watch:: Iron Chef and basketball.
::Favorite Location:: san francisco.
::Piercing/Tattoos:: Nope
::What are you most scared of right now:: heat stroke.
::Who do you really hate?:: nobody.
::Have u ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with:: yes.
::Have you ever cried:: Yes..
::Are you lonely right now:: not anymore.
::Song that's stuck in your head right now:: none.
::Have you ever played strip poker:: yeah.
::Have you ever gotten beat up:: eh.
::Have you ever been on radio/TV:: yeah.
::Have you ever been in a mosh-pit:: yes, back when there still was such a thing... : /
::Ever liked someone but thought they never noticed you?:: Yeah..
::Last person you talked to on the phone?:: Didn't I already answer this?
::Whats the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?:: hands or hair.
::Your Favorite Food?:: varies.
::Are you to shy to ask someone out?:: No, I'm a masochist in that department.
::Hugs or Kisses?:: hugs.
::Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?:: butter and salt.
::Dogs or cats?:: cats kick all ass.
::Have you ever fired a gun?:: maybe.
::How many pillows do you sleep with:: four. or three. I dunno right now.
::Do you think your ex misses you?:: I know they do. They tell me all the time.
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200. My middle name is: Marie.
199. I was born on: December 17, 1979.
198. I am a: artist.
i197. My cell phone company is: Virgin Mobile.
196. My eye color is: Brown.
195. My shoe size is: 8 1/2.
194. My ring size is: 9 or 10. I dunno. I haven't sized myself in a long time.
193. My height is: 5' 4".
192. I am allergic to: aspartame, Benadryl, and olive tree blooming season. And something that grows in Tucson, but not in Phoenix...
191. I was born in: Good Samaritan Hospital.
190. I live in: my mom's house.
189. The last book I read: Undead and Unwed by Mary Janice Davidson, a highly amusing paranormal romance about vampires.
188. My bed is: never comfortable enough for me.
187. One thing I know for sure about the opposite sex is: they were born with a penis?
186. I am glad I'm my sex because: I can make babies.
179. My favorite Holiday is: Halloween.
178. The perfect kiss is: bitey.
177. The last three cd's I bought are: very old now.
176. Last song that made me cry was: forgettable, apparently.
172. My most treasured possession(s) is(are): photographic equipment, my computer and journals. And books, but those can be replaced...
170. What did you do last night: read a book, slept, ate Del Taco, and started on this massive collection of quizzes and surveys.
167. My skin's reaction to the sun is (tan/burn): making me look like the hispanic that I am.
:::::I Do (YES)/Do Not (NO) Believe In:::::
143. Santa? yes.
142. Love at first sight? yes.
141. Luck? yes.
140. Fate? yes.
139. God? yes.
138. Aliens? yes.
137. Heaven? kinda.
136. Hell? no.
135. Ghosts? yes.
134. Horoscopes? yes.
135. Soulmates? yes.
:::::Which is Better?:::::
129. Hugs or Kisses: hugs.
128. Drunk or High: I've never been high.
127. Phone or Online: online.
126. Red heads or Black hair: red.
125. Blondes or Brunettes: brunettes, unless it's platinum blonde.
124. Hot or cold: cold.
123. Summer or winter: winter.
122. Coffee or tea: Either tea.
121. Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla.
120. Night or Day: night.
119. Oranges or Apples: oranges.
118. Curly or Straight hair: straight.
:::::Here's What I Think About:::::
116. Abortion: pro-choice, for a limited time.
115. Backstabbers: should come with a warning label.
114. Parents: are either under or over appreciated.
110. School: rocks.
::::Last time I::::
103. Kissed someone: yesterday?
102. Last time I hugged someone: about two hours ago.
101. Seen someone you havent seen forever? uh...
99. Grew: continually.
::::MISC::::
90. Who's the ditziest person you know: probably me.
89. Who makes you laugh the most: probably Ashley.
87. One thing I'm mad about right now is: I can't stop sweating and it's driving me crazy.
83. The last movie I saw in the theater was: Narnia?
82. The thing I don't understand is: economics.
80. The most unsatisfactory answer I've ever received: an apology instead of an explanation.
79. The one thing I love about the opposite sex is: that I don't stereotype the way they should act because of it.
76. This summer I am: hot.
75. Something I will really miss when I leave home: my sisters.
74. The thing that I'm looking forward to the most: volunteering, I guess.
73. Tomorrow: may or may not exist.
72. Today: is what I concentrate on.
71. Next Summer: will suck, as always.
70. Next Week: the new a/c gets ordered and I start volunteering.
67. People call me: Nix.
62. The person who knows the most about me is: unknown.
61. The person that can read me the best is: Roswell, for better or worse.
60. The most difficult thing to do is: rebuild myself.
59. I have gotten a speeding ticket: never.
56. My zodiac sign is: Sagittarius.
55. The first person I thought i was in love with was: ...
53. The one person who can't hide things from me: everyone hides things from me.
51. Right now I am talking to: nobody.
48. I have/will get a job at? Tarver Elementary School.
47. I have these pets: cats, desert tortoises, tropical fish.
46. I hope: .
45. The worst sound in the world: my mom complaining.
44. The person that makes me cry the most is: myself.
35. Florida or hawaii: I haven't been to either.
33. My favorite piece of clothing is: my comfy purple men's shirt with black trim.
32. My favorite sport is: Iron Chef and basketball.
31. Last time I cried: the other day, when I saw my mother ruined my favorite journal and I thought Mel didn't like me and Brandon was not being very nice to me and I felt like a freak for being genderqueer cuz I'd just watched "A Girl Like Me" (the Gwen Araujo Story).
28. The school I went to was: Glendale Community College, most recently.
27. Last person I got mad at: my mom.
26. My worst drinking experience was: not being able to move, and thus spending a few hours (at least it felt like that long) slumped over Roswell's toilet, not having the energy to even knock on the wall for help. But I had a good time the rest of the night.
22. The all-time best movie is: Fight Club, possibly.
21. The all-time best thing in the world is: Love.
19. The most annoying thing ever is: stupidity.
HOW YOU FEEL....
18. The most annoying person you know is: my mother.
17. I lose all respect for people who: form opinions on things without educating themselves on them.
16. The movies I have cried at are: many.
15. Closest friend(s) Name: ...
14. TV show you're watching: none.
13. Favorite web site: google, I suppose.
12. I want to be: self-sufficient.
11. The worst pain I was ever in was: that pain in the back of my skull of unknown origins.
10. My favorite phrase: I dunno...
9. My room has: a bay window.
8. My favorite celebrity is: Fairuza Balk.
7. & 6. Are missing: yep.
5. My weakness is: the craft store and books.
4. What turns me on is: homosexualism and transexualism.
3. Who broke your heart: I'd imagine it was Yoma...
2. I filled out 200 questions because: firefox is gonna crash if I don't close some windows and my sister is gonna kill me if I don't supply her with fresh surveys.
1. What do you regret most: stuff I'd prefer not to focus on.
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100 Facts
1. Taken a picture naked?
2. Painted your room?
3. Kissed a member of the same sex?
4. Drove a car?
5. Danced in front of your mirror?
6. Have a crush?
7. Been dumped?
8. Stole money from a friend?
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met?
10. Been in a fist fight?
11. Snuck out of your house?
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?
13. Been arrested?
14. Made out with a stranger?
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere?
16. Left your house without telling your parents?
17. Had a crush on your neighbor?
18. Ditched school to do something more fun?
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex?
20. Seen someone die?
21. Been on a plane?
22. Kissed a picture?
23. Slept in until 3?
24. Love someone or miss someone right now?
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?
26. Made a snow angel?
27. Played dress up?
28. Cheated while playing a game?
29. Been lonely?
30. Fallen asleep at work/school?
31. Been to a club?
32. Felt an earthquake?
33. Touched a snake?
34. Ran a red light?
35. Been suspended from school?
36. Had detention?
37. Been in a car accident?
38. Hated the way you look?
39. Witnessed a crime?
40. Pole danced?
41. Been lost?
42. Been to the opposite side of the country?
43. Felt like dying?
44. Cried yourself to sleep?
46. Sang karaoke?
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?
48. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
50. Kissed in the rain?
51. Sang in the shower?
52. Made out in a park?
53 Had a dream that you married someone?
54. Glued your hand to something?
55.Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole?
56.Ever gone to school partially naked?
57. Been a cheerleader?
58. Sat on a roof top?
59. Don't brush your teeth?
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone?
61. Played chicken?
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger?
64. Broken a bone?
65. Been easily amused?
66. Laugh so hard you cried?
67. Mooned/flashed someone?
68. Cheated on a test?
69. Forgotten someone's name?
70. Slept naked?
71. Gone skinny dipping in a pool?
73. Blacked out from drinking?
74. Played a prank on someone?
75. Gone to a late night movie?
76. Made love to anything not human?
77. Failed a class?
78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat?
79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours?
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend?
81. Do you celebrate the fourth of July? (only as National Pyromaniacs Day - nah, I mourn the loss of the original American values on this day, usually...)
82. Thrown strange objects?
83. Felt like killing someone?
84. Felt like running away?
85. Ran away?
86. Did drugs?
87. Had detention and not attend it?
89. Made a parent cry?
90. Cried over someone?
91. Owned more than 5 sharpies?
92. Dated someone more than once?
93. Had/Have a dog?
95. Own an instrument?
96. Been in a band?
97. Drank 25 sodas in a day?
98. Broken a CD?
99. Shot a gun?
100. Had feelings for one of your best/good friends?
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Pagan Extraordinaire
You are 73% Paganism Expert! You know Paganism like the back of your hand! Maybe you even attended a few rituals, or organized some of your own. You understand how special this religion is, and keep it close to your heart. You know that it's the most ancient religion in the world (save animism which technically isn't a religion), and you want to get back to your roots. Merry meet again! Don't forget to take my two other spiritual tests: Spirit Animal Test Sitakaliism Test, my political test:
The Fruity Commie Pinko Liberal Test, and my Biology Test
My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:
You scored higher than 57% on Pagan Expert
Link: The Paganism Test written by sitakali on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test
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Hot Tamale
You have an intellectual sexiness factor of 66! You're hot! You've read a lot. You've done a lot, and there's a lot you'd like to try in the future. You've got a sharp, sexy mind, and few inhibitions to restrain you from exploring all the pleasure you can get. You have few hang-ups, and there's not much you don't know about sex. You're open-minded and able to enjoy things that would make a lesser person squeamish.
You're an exceptional treat as a lover, appreciated greatly by those who know the differnce. You were probably bored with a few of the people you've been with in your past, feeling like you had to drag them along with you in the sexual adventures you want to have, and probably dumping them for the same reason. It takes a lot to stimulate you; you realize it's not just about bumping uglies. In the end there's gotta be a lot more to it.
Still, there is always room for improvement. Before you can graduate into a true sexual genius, there are a few things you've got to learn, to explore, to think through, talk through, and fuck through. A good place to start is in taking a look at the few things you're still a little hesitant to try. Break down you're last few barriers and discover the outer sexual frontiers, and you'll become a master.
My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:
You scored higher than 17% on sexiness
Link: The Intellectual Sexiness Test written by dr_eros on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test
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N-S-R
You scored 55% Non-Reductionism, 11% Epistemological Absolutism, and 44% Moral Objectivism! You are an N-S-R: a metaphysical Non-Reductionist, an epistemological Skeptic, and a moral Relativist. If you are simply dying inside to figure out what all this mumbo-jumbo means, then simply continue reading.
Metaphysics: Non-Reductionism (Idealism or Realism)
In metaphysics, my test measures your tendency towards Reductionism or Non-Reductionism. As a Non-Reductionist, you recognize that reality is not necessarily simple or unified, and you thus tend to produce a robust ontology instead of carelessly shaving away hypothetical entities that reflect our philosophical experiences. My test recognizes two types of Non-Reductionists: Idealists and Realists.
1. Idealists believe that reality is fundamentally unknowable. All we can ever know is the world of sense experience, thought, and other phenomena which are only distorted reflections of an ultimate (or noumenal) reality. Kant, one of the most significant philosophers in history, theorized that human beings perceive reality in such a way that they impose their own mental frameworks and categories upon reality, fully distorting it. Reality for Kant is unconceptualized and not subject to any of the categories our minds apply to it. Idealists are non-reductionists because they recognize that the distinction between phenomenal reality and ultimate reality cannot be so easily discarded or unified into a single reality. They are separate and distinct, and there is no reason to suppose the one mirrors the other. Major philosophical idealists include Kant and Fichte.
If your views are different from the above, then you may be a Realist.
2. Realists deny the validity of sloppy metaphysical reductions, because they feel that there is no reason to suspect that reality reflects principles of parsimony or simplicity. Realism is the most common-sensical of the metaphysical views. It doesn't see reality as a unity or as reducible to matter or mind, nor does it see reality as divided into a phenomenal world of experience and an unknowable noumenal world of things-in-themselves. Realist metaphysics emphasizes that reality is for the most part composed of the things we observe and think. On the question of the existence of universals, for instance, a realist will assert that while universals do not physically exist, the relations they describe in particulars are as real as the particular things themselves, giving universals a type of reality. Thus, no reduction is made. On the mind-body problem, realists tend to believe that minds and bodies both exist, and the philosophical problems involved in reducing mind to matter or matter to mind are too great to warrant such a reduction. Finally, realists deny that reality is ultimately a Unity or Absolute, though they recognize that reality can be viewed as a Unity when we consider the real relations between the parts as constituting this unity--but it doesn't mean that the world isn't also made up of particular things. Aristotle and Popper are famous realists.
*****
Epistemology: Skepticism (Idealism or Subjectivism)
In regards to epistemology, my test measures your tendency towards Absolutism or Skepticism. As an epistemological Skeptic, you believe that ultimate reality cannot be known in any objective way. The two categories of Skeptics that my test recognizes are Idealists and Subjectivists.
1. Epistemological Idealists believe that knowledge of ultimate reality is impossible. All we can ever have knowledge about is the world of phenomenal human experience, but there is no reason to suspect that reality mirrors our perceptions and thoughts, according to Idealists. Idealists, then, tend to see truth not as a correspondence between propositions and reality--reality is, after all, fundamentally unknowable--but as a coherence between a whole system of propositions taken to be true. We cannot escape from language or our conceptualized world of phenomena, so we are unable to reference propositions to facts and must instead determine their truth by comparing them to other propositions we hold to be true. As a result of such an idealism, knowledge of any ultimate reality is taken to be impossible, hence the Skeptical tendency of idealism. All our pursuits of knowledge, science included, can only reflect a phenomenal reality that is of our own making. Famous idealists include Kant and Fichte.
If the above did not sound skeptical or idealistic enough to reflect your own views, then you are most likely a Subjectivist.
2. Epistemological Subjectivists, like idealists, believe that all our knowledge is ultimately of our own making because it is filtered through our subjective perceptions. Unlike an idealist, though, a subjectivist doesn't believe in any universal categories of "truth" that apply to the phenomenal world, because each individual can create his own truth. Either that, or he will hold that society or custom creates its own forms of truth. A subjectivist will tend to regard scientific inquiry as a game of sorts--science does not reveal truths about reality, but only gives scientists pseudo-solutions to pseudo-problems of the scientific community's own devising. It is a type of puzzle-solving, but the puzzle isn't of reality. The definition of truth to a subjectivist may be one that recognizes a proposition's usefulness to an individual. William James is one such subjectivist, who believes that we can "will to believe" certain propositions so long as we would find them useful. The example he gives is being found in a situation where you must leap over a chasm in order to survive. The true belief, in such a situation, is that the leap will be successful--this truth is certainly more useful to us, and in believing the truth we become more willing to commit to the jump and make it successful. So, in essence, knowledge of reality is possible for a subjectivist because they never make reference to any objective reality existing outside of our own perceptions and beliefs--we can have knowledge of reality through having knowledge of ourselves, and that is all that we should ask for. Famous subjectivists include Kuhn, Feyarabend, and James. Another famed critic of Absolutism is Hume.
*****
Ethics: Relativism (Subjectivism or Emotivism)
My test measures one's tendency towards moral Objectivism or moral Relativism in regards to ethics. As a moral Relativist, you tend to see moral choices as describing a subject's reaction to a moral object or situation, and not as a property of the moral object itself. You may also feel that moral words are meaningless because they do not address any empirical fact about the world. My test recognizes two types of moral relativists--Subjectivists and Emotivists.
1. Subjectivists see individual or collective desires as defining a situation's or object's moral worth. Thus, the subject, not the object itself, determines the value. Subjectivists recognize that social rules, customs, and morality have been wide-ranging and quite varied throughout history among various cultures. As a result, Subjectivism doesn't attempt to issue hard and fast rules for judging the moral worth of things. Instead, it recognizes that what we consider "good" and "right" is not bound by any discernable rule. There is no one trait that makes an act good or right, because so many different kinds of things have been called good and right. In regards to the definition of "good" or "right", a Subjectivist will tend to define it as whatever a particular person or group of people desire. They do not define it merely as "happiness" or "pleasure", for instance, because sometimes we desire to do things that do not produce pleasure, and because we don't consider all pleasurable things good. Furthermore, Subjectivists recognize the validity of consequentialism in that sometimes we refer to consequences as good and bad--but they also recognize that our intentions behind an action, or the means to the end, can also determine an act's moral worth. Again, there is no one rule to determine these things. Hence the relativism of moral Subjectivism. The most well-known of the subjectivists is Nietzsche.
If that didn't sound like your position, then you are probably the other variety of moral Relativist--the Emotivist.
Emotivists are moral Relativists only in a very slanted sense, because they actually deny that words about morality have any meaning at all. An Emotivist would probably accept Hume's argument that it is impossible to derive an "ought" from an "is"--no factual state of affairs can logically entail any sort of moral action. Furthermore, a emotivist's emphasis on scientific (and hence empirical) verification and testing quickly leads to the conclusion that concepts such as "good" and "right" don't really describe any real qualities or relations. Science is never concerned with whether a particular state of affairs is moral or right or good--and an emotivist feels much the same way. Morality is thus neither objective or subjective for the emotivist--it is without any meaning at all, a sort of vague ontological fiction that is merely a symbol for our emotional responses to certain events. Famous emotivists include Ayer and other positivists associated with the Vienna Circle.
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As you can see, when your philosophical position is narrowed down there are so many potential categories that an OKCupid test cannot account for them all. But, taken as very broad categories or philosophical styles, you are best characterized as an N-S-R. Your exact philosophical opposite would be an R-A-O.
My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
You scored higher than 23% on Metaphysics
You scored higher than 1% on Epistemology
You scored higher than 48% on Ethics
Link: The Sublime Philosophical Crap Test written by saint_gasoline on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test
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Bi/Slightly Straight
You scored 5 (-52 being completely gay, 0 being bisexual, and 52 being completely straight) For the most part, you are bisexual. You have a slight preference for the opposite gender, but either gender would suit you. If you are sexually inexperienced, it is possible that this will change after you do some experimenting.
My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:
You scored higher than 45% on Orientation
Link: The Sexuality Spectrum Test written by tall_man_54 on OkCupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test
Your Brain's Pattern
You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy.
You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts.
People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused.
But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.
What Pattern Is Your Brain?
You Are 28% Lady
You tend to make up your rules of etiquette, throwing all conventions aside.
And while you try to be a lady (sometimes), your behavior is often quite shocking.
Are You A Lady?
Damn me for having my own personality...
You Are 36% Cynical
Generally you give people the benefit of the doubt. But there are exceptions.
You buy into many of the things that mainstream society believes, but you're not anybody's fool.
How Cynical Are You?
The questions for that quiz sucked... I know I'm more cynical than that...
1. I love Summer.
2. I love flip-flops.
3. I shop at Hollister.
4. I am not a virgin.
5. I am a virgin.
6. I love the OC.
7. I love One Tree Hill.
8. I enjoy acoustic music.
9. Ingram Hill is sex.
10. Dashboard Confessional is sex.
11. Both of the bands you just named are fags suck.
12. Music is something I need.
13. Sports are fun.
14. I feel like going shopping.
15. Abercrombie is my favorite store.
16. I hate preps.
17. I am a prep.
18. I think Green Day has turned mainstream and I hate their new stuff.
19. I think it's funny that Blink 182 is done.
20. My best friend is a girl. (physically, at least...)
21. My best friend is a boy.
22. I have a boyfriend.
23. I have a girlfriend.
24. Sleeping is my favorite thing to do.
25. I'm eating right now.
26. The Notebook is my favorite movie.
27. The color hot pink is sexy.
28. Paris Hilton is my idol.
29. I hate Paris Hilton.
30. I have given/recieved oral sex.
31. I'm bored as hell.
32. School is fun.
33. I'm online right now but no one is talking. (I don't feel like talking to anyone right now, so that's fine.)
34. I dont know what I'm doing tonight.
35. I've gotten drunk in the past month.
36. Drugs are gross. (addictions, anyway. responsible drug use is alright.)
37. I hate drama, even though I cause a lot of it.
38. I've been used.
39. I've been cheated on.
40. I've cheated on someone. (I'm not proud of it.)
50. I've used someone. (everyone uses people. you should probably steer clear of anyone who doesn't admit to this.)
51. I need a shower.
52. White Noise is the scariest movie ever.
53. I won't always love what I'll never have.
54. I won't always live in my regrets.
55. I've had my heart broken.
56. I've been in love.
57. Britney Spears rocks.
58. Hot Topic is sex. (uhh... I guess...)
59. Goths scare me.
60. I love my life.
61. I have my own computer.
62. I hate the color pink.
63. I have music playing right now.
64. I am on aim right now.
65. I have the tv on, but am not watching it.
66. I have no life.
67. I am in high school.
68. I am in middle school.
69. My nails are painted.
70. My toes are painted.
71. I am currently not wearing a bra.
72. I am wearing a bra.
73. I love the show, Summerland.
74. I have never seen the movie Grease.
75. I have PS2.
76. I do not own a cellphone.
77. My bathroom is attached to my room.
78. I have not showered yet today.
79. I have to pee really bad.
80. I cannot play tennis.
81. I cannot play basketball.
82. I love the mall.
83. I love my friends.
84. I currently do not have a boyfriend.
85. I right now like someone.
86. My best friend likes the same person.
87. I hate my life right now.
88. My parents are divorced.
89. I have no sisters.
90. I have no brothers. (genealogically...)
91. I have never watched MTV.
92. I hate TRL.
93. I hate VH1.
94. I love spongebob.
95. I love makeup.
96. I never wear makeup.
97. I have my belly button pierced.
98. I think Jesse McCartney is sexy.
99. I have never smoked weed.
100. I have never drank alchohol.
101. I have been in a wedding.
102. I love chocolate.
103. I am allergic to strawberries.
104. I have never been stung by a bee.
105. I love the song "She Will Be Loved" by Maroon 5.
106. I talk to myself when I am bored.
107. I have my own phone line.
108. I was born in a summer month.
109. Today is Wednesday.
110. I love the ocean.
111. i wish i was little again.
112. i have cheated on a test before.
113. i've copied my friends homework more than once.
114. i've stolen something.
115. i wish my body was different.
116. i have fantasized about dating harry potter.
117. i have wondered what life would be like if i were dead.
118. i wish my siblings were gone.
119. i hardly ever get along with my parents.
120. i think my teacher wears the ugliest clothes.
121. i know more than 1 Ashley.
122. i always liked mary kate until she became anorexic.
123. i knew there was a such thing as pre-mature balding and it scares me.
124. i know someone who has been abused.
125. i'm scared i'm going to get raped.
126. i really really hope that i find someone to marry.
127. marrying an older rich guy disgusts me.
128. but marrying a rich handsome guy is sexy.
129. i get new bedding every year.
130. i own something from Abercrombie & Fitch.
131. i own something from Pac Sun.
132. i still shop at Limited Too.
133. Target couture is in.
134. Juicy couture is way expensive.
135. i own something Louis Vuitton.
136. i think i'm pretty (on a good day).
137. i think i'm the ugliest thing to roam the planet.
138. full house is one of the best shows on TV.
139. they better not cancel laguna beach.
140. the oc is my favorite show.
141. i wish i was rachel bilson.
142. i have been on a crash diet.
143. i love food and people with eating disorders are insecure and should embrace their curves.
144. if i lost my eyeliner i would cry.
145. i own more than 20 bonne bell lip glosses.
156. i'm a perfectionist.
157. i have done drugs.
158. i drink alcohol.
159. i wish i lived somewhere else.
160. sometimes i get mad at my best friend.
161. sometimes i wonder what it would be like to be one of my friends.
162. I have green eyes.
163. I come from a rich family. (above my immediate family...)
164. I have a Deadjournal.
165. I know how to operate a vehicle correctly.
166. I have been in more than 2 car accidents in the past 12 months.
167. I have a motorcycle permit or license.
168. My father is over 50.
169. I believe in Satan.
170. I listen to rap music.
171. I've never done anything I say I really regret.
172. I cheated on one of my exes and they don't know about it to this day.
173. I slept in a bathroom once. (a lot more than once)
174. My favorite color is neon orange.
175. My school colors were red and white.
176. I wish I knew my mother better.
177. I look older than I really am.
178. I am a Scorpio.
179. I detest spiders with every fiber of my being.
180. I am pro-choice.
181. I consider myself to be an intelligent person.
182. I was alive in 1989.
183. I have a broken heart.
184. I remember a lot about my first love.
185. I will die and bring no secrets to my grave.
186. I hate driving on ice or in snow.
187. I am Japanese.
188. I speak a language most people don't understand.
189. My vision is perfect.
190. My favorite band is From First To Last.
191. I am left-handed.
192. My favorite body part on the opposite sex is below their waist.
193. I am a Grammar Nazi and I am proud of it.
194. I don't like myspace. I don't have a myspace. And I'm cool with that.
195. I am single.
196. I am pretty personable.
197. I let moodiness take over sometimes.
198. My mother is well taken care of.
199. My father makes more money than my mother does.
200. I play the lottery.
201. I only like dark chocolate.
201. I have eaten already today.
202. I want to conquer the world and rename it something else.
203. I am a virgin.
204. My favorite animal would not make a good pet.
205. I often contemplate throwing my computer out the window.
206. I have a distaste for anything made with cheese.
208. I am his panic.
209. I hate chores.
210. I am a neat freak.
211. My hair is brown.
212. I am short.
213. I am afraid of dying.
214. I love someone very dearly and would give my life for them.
215. My email is not hotmail, yahoo, or aol.
216. I have been seriously depressed in the past.
217. I have had the Chicken Pox.
218. I enjoy reading the newspaper.
219. I like online shopping better than going to the mall or to the store.
220. My place of work is less than 20 miles from my home.
221. I like bolding surveys more than any other kind.
222. I'm lazy.
223. I am too nice for my own good.
224. I really should be doing something else.
225. I like to debate.
226. I enjoy/enjoyed high school.
227. I think that I am nice-looking or sexually desirable.
228. I clean my room at least once a month.
229. I've lived in an apartment.
230. I like the city more than the country.
231. I listen to country music.
232. I am listening to music right now.
233. I've been to a rock concert.
234. I like listening to wind chimes.
235. I have been skinny dipping before.
236. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little.
237. I remember being born.
238. I don't trust politicians.
239. My hair has been dyed in the past year.
240. I have more than 2 piercings.
241. I am female.
242. I love being different.
243. I'm incredibly sarcastic.
244. I like to play videogames.
245. I am lactose intolerant.
246. I keep an online journal.
247. I'm sensitive.
248. I cry more than most people think I do.
249. My favorite movie genre is Comedy.
250. I have sang in public before.
251. I enjoy dancing.
252. I've gone clubbing with friends.
253. I am 18 or older.
254. I have never tried to do a cartwheel.
255. My dad made me a treehouse when I was younger.
256. My mother drives a truck.
257. I wanted to be a lawyer when I was younger.
268. I watch CSI.
269. I want to dye my hair an unnatural color.
270. I have wasted more than 5 minutes on this survey.
271. I watch football on Sundays.
272. I can't concentrate when people are talking.
273. I enjoy brownies.
274. I love to laugh and have a good time.
275. I don't like leading things when I'm uncertain of them.
276. I'm taking this so I have more time to think about this thing I'm writing.
277. I don't really care.
278. I love my dog.
279. I have more than one guitar.
280. I love awesome people.
281. I think piano sounds gorgeous.
282. I will sleep anywhere at any time.
283. I don't smoke, drink, or do drugs.
284. I like hanging out with my friends in random places.
285. I wish I could get out of here. Tonight.
286. I enjoy taking night time walks. (when it's not summer.)
287. I can snap my fingers on both hands.
288. I've never been as outwardly passionate as I am inwardly. Ever.
289. I don't like comparing myself to people, but I do it anyway.
290. I do stupid things.
291. I think it's important to be able to laugh at yourself sometimes and not take everything so seriously.
292. I remedy fear with anger.
293. I respect your decisions, no matter how effing stupid they are.
294. I've never gotten a ticket.
295. I don't get mail. Unless it's from a useless college.
296. I love hugs.
297. I'm uncomfortable when someone says how 'amazing' I am.
298. I wish I could be alone to sing more often.
299. It annoys me when standards interrupt my personal way of thinking.
300. I have shoes.
301. I love fall.
301. I wish I had more dresses to wear. (which means I'd like one.)
302. I keep a lot of my feelings bottled up.
303. I am currently unemployed.
304. I like chillaxin.
305. I wish I wasn't so addicted to sitting there and waiting for someone to talk. I mean AIM.
306. I love school.
307. I tend to exaggerate more than I mean to.
308. If you seriously need a reality check, I will give it to you.
309. I wish literature was less predictable.
310. I wish I knew why I procrastinate even from watching T.V.
311. I cannot ride on a bus and maintain my sanity unless I have music to listen to.
312. I've been in love since seventh grade.
313. I love being around the people I care about.
314. Homework is no.
315. I suck at math.
316. I hate when people walk so damn slowly in the hallway.
317. I'm not easily amused, but simple things tend to catch me off-guard sometimes.
318. I'm going to live in NJ forever.
319. I like long bus rides with bandies.
320. I do nothing but think.
321. I think smoking is stupid.
322. I hate when people act surprised that I don't know something.
323. I don't ever want to grow up.
324. I like making people laugh.
325. I will never show you my world, because then it wouldn't be mine anymore.
326. Friends can cheer me up, but they can't make my mood any better.
327. It's not that I hate you. I just lack social skills. Sorry.
328. I love the feeling of a plane taking off. I laughed hysterically the first time I experienced it.
329. My favorite number is 34. I don't know why.
330. I have a hard time throwing things out.
331. I wish my analytical skills weren't so lazy; I always need a question to go on, it seems.
332. I like warm weather.
333 I hate online communication.
334. I suck at DDR unless I can use a controller.
335. I hate when people act happy even though they're not... even though I do it too.
336. I don't make sense.
337. I wish I could be in isolation for awhile.
338. I wish I could meet up with some old friends that I've been wondering about.
339. I'm married.
340. I have a cell phone.
341. I have long golden hippie hair.
342. My favorite fruit is probably strawberries.
343. It'd be cool if you could take a star out of the sky, like in that one episode of Sabrina.
344. I hate when people make general conclusions about specific situations that they know nothing about. (!!!)
345. I'm a very intense person.
346. I wish I saw people more often.
347. I've got a crush.
348. I'm poor.
349. I hope this thing I'm writing right now turns out okay.
350. I usually just wait for people to IM me.
351. I can't wait to watch the second half of Battle Royale.
352. I don't want to have children.
353. I like having fun.
354. Teenagers get worked up over the stupidest shit in the world.
355. People don't know what they should lie about and what they shouldn't.
356. I wish I had a skull cap.
357. I wish I had the guts to act.
358. I love my friends.
359. I love video games.
360. I need a new hairbrush.
361. I stay up late when I'm out with friends. (I don't have a choice, that's the only time they're available.)
362. I proudly adopted my dog.
363. I'll pee in the woods if I have to. Whatever.
364. I like sunny days.
365. I have my priorities straight.
366. I wish people knew the difference between simplicity and complexity.
367. I like rainy days.
368. I hate text messaging. I'd rather call someone.
369. I wish I had a broader range of music to listen to.
370. I've lost touch with people that I wish I hadn't.
371. I have a camera phone.
372.I am not a "morning person".
373.I drink diet soda.
374.My name has less than 7 letters.
375.I own a lava lamp.
376.I have a dog.
377.Garlic knots are delish.
378.I watch Laguna Beach.
379.I love music.
380.I am on a laptop.
381.I have taken a shower in the past 12 hours.
382.I have done something illegal.
383.I play with matches.
384.I watch The Real World.
385.My family owns a boat.
386.I want a pony.
387.My middle name has an "e" in it.
388.I like to read.
389.My screen name has no numbers in it.
390.Sharks piss me off.
391.I have a pet with a human name.
392.I like to draw.
393.I am a compulsive liar.
394.I have seen The Breakfast Club.
395.I have been water skiing.
395. The walls of my room are yellow.
396.I like Bright Eyes.
397.I have 2 or more siblings.
398.I own clothes that I don't wear at all.
399.I am tired.
400.I saw The Dukes of Hazzard.
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a transgender survey... I'll probably x-post it in some communities...
So how did this all start and how did you end up here?
I've always been this way. As a child, I never felt comfortable being labeled as a girl. I was never into the things girls my age were "supposed" to be into. I preferred boy toys, boy friends, dressing as a boy, acting like a boy, etc. This was not an act I put on, but was what came naturally for me. I did not feel my body was right for me. It felt kind of like having a big wet wool coat stuck on you that you can never take off. Especially when I hit puberty. I HATED my boobs - didn't want them, beat on them, pushed them down on a daily basis, hoping that would make them not grow in so large, never bought myself a bra until this year. I was more physically self conscious that I had female parts than that I was fat or anything else. Getting my period suicidally depressed me. I am way more accepting of myself now than I was when I was younger, since I have found there is a community of people like me and I'm not as big of a freak as my mother and my peers made me feel like I was. The main thing that bothers me now is how deep social conditioning runs, as far as gender stereotypes. I see my most loved friends, lovers, and everyone (wether they mean to or not) consistently say things or think things that are based off of stereotyping or gender privilege, or misinformation on gender in general. Often, I feel like if I speak up about these things, I will be viewed as a bitch, and thus further stereotyped because of male privilege. Or female privilege, for that matter...
What is your plan to transition? Are you aware that many transsexuals never live a "normal" female/male life and end up involved with other trans people and in the trans community for the duration of their lives?
I have no plan to transition, as far as body parts go. I don't believe in a gender binary, so I feel a physical transition would not honestly reflect who I am. On days I do feel more male than non-gendered, I would like to begin trying to pass as male in public, by use of breast binders, clothing, mannerisms, and small physical tricks that cause strangers to not easily be able to classify my gender upon sight.
I don't feel there exists a "normal life" for anyone, regardless of gender, race, personality, etc, so the second question is not an issue for me. I think if you are honestly, openly, and fully expressing who you really are inside, that's as close to a "normal life" as you can get, though. If anything, I would consider the people who try to strictly adhere to their sex's stereotypes to have a less "normal life" than a drag queen or a tom boy or whatnot, who is proud of who they are.
Thirdly, I would LOVE to be more involved in the trans community than I am. I am not aware of any way of meeting other trans-people in my area (irl). I'm dying to go watch a drag queen contest, but it appears most of the places these things are held at here only allow men in (which is the STUPIDEST, most HYPOCRITICAL and ELITIST thing I think I've ever heard...).
If you pass perfectly in 3 years, will you tell others about your past?
Depends on how serious a role these "others" play in my life. I'm not so sure how I would present myself to strangers, but as far as close friends and relationships go, honesty is extremely important to me and I would never think of doing something like hiding my physical sex from a person until we're stripping down in the bedroom or something of that nature...
I would most certainly put my story out there online for younger/newer trans people to find and give them hope.
Why do you want to transition?
I don't. I'd like to start passing because as I am right now, I am just hiding myself from the world and that's not the type of person I strive to be in life. I also don't feel it's right for anyone to "require" me to dress or act a certain way because of my sex, so passing would be a challenge to that mindset, to me.
What is your sexual orientation and how does your changing your gender effect that?
I am pansexual, which means I like people for who they are inside and their physical sex or gender expression has no bearing on my decision. So, my gender doesn't really affect that... I have been putting a lot of thought lately into questions like "Am I currently in a gay relationship or a straight one?" and so far I haven't come up with an answer I'm happy with. So, I guess the answer to this question would be to say that my gender situation causes me to constantly question myself and my relationships of all types, and my sexual preference.
What will you do about employment? Do you plan to transition at work?
Ah, this is the conundrum I have the most problem with. I am extremely rebellious and don't play well with authority, so work is going to be a challenge for me in that regard already. My gender beliefs add to this problem and could very well get me fired some day. My current plan is to buy some very nice looking manly clothes, such as a nice pair of men's slacks, a button up shirt, and some men's dress shoes, and start wearing something of that nature to interviews. I am thoroughly sick of throwing away money on women's dress/work clothes that I ABHOR and would never wear unless forced to, especially when I have bought so much in anticipation of a job or for interviews and still ended up being unemployed.
Are you out to your friends and family? How are they reacting to your decision?
Yes, and I think their reactions could be a lot better. It's caused me to question a few of my very close friendships and my relationship and brought me a lot of emotional trauma in that regard.
What is your goal? After you go full-time will you pursue other surgeries?
Goal, what's a goal? I don't believe in setting solid long-term goals, they only lead to disappointment.
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::Name:: Nix.
::Sex:: female.
::Siblings:: Ashley, Emily.
::Eye color:: Brown.
::Shoe size:: 8 1/2 womens, 6-ish mens.
::Height:: 5' 4".
::Innie or Outie:: Innie.
::What are you wearing right now:: shorts and a tank top. I can't stand anything else in this house.
::Where do you live:: my mom's house.
::Righty or lefty:: Righty.
::Can you make a quid in change right now:: what???
::Best place to go for a date?:: movies and a resteraunt or ice cream afterwards.
::Kind of pants:: jeans.
::Number:: 9.
::Girls Name:: don't care right now.
::Drinks:: ice water.
::Sport:: iron chef and basketball.
::Month:: October and December.
::Juice:: blueberry kiwi white grape.
::Breakfast:: scrambled eggs, bacon, toast/english muffin/bagel, orange juice, hash browns.
::Cartoon character:: Mac from Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends.
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Have You Ever..
::Given anyone a bath?:: yes.
::Smoked?:: yes.
::Bungee Jump?:: No.
::Made yourself throw-up?:: only out of necessity.
::Gone skinny dipping:: Nope.
::Put your tongue on a frozen pole:: in the freezer.
::Loved someone so much it made you cry?:: Yes...
::Broken a bone:: No.
::Played truth or dare:: Yeah.
::Been in a police car:: Yeah.
::Been on a plane:: Yes.
::Came close to dying:: Yes. Fuck Phoenix Baptist Hospital.
::Been in a sauna:: that's basically what a non-ac house in phoenix turns into in the summer.
::Been in a hot tub:: Yes..
::Swam in the ocean:: Haven't gotten brave enough to swim in the ocean since I almost drowned when i was 3.
::Fallen asleep in school:: Unfortunately..
::Ran away?:: Yep.
::Broken someone's heart:: I don't know.
::Cried when someone died:: Yes, but never immediately upon finding out...
:Cried in school:: Yep....
::Fell off your chair: Yeah. Painful.
::Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call?:: Yeah..
::Saved AIM convos:: Yeah....
::Saved e-mails:: yeah.
::Used someone:: I am human.
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What is...
::Your good luck charm?:: it's usually a coin or a rock.
::Best song you ever heard:: lol no clue...
::What's your room like:: annoying!
::What is beside you?:: ants, dirty dishes, a wheres george? dollar, lots of papers.
::Last thing you ate:: sweet cream popcorn.
::What kind of shampoo do you use?:: I'm currently alternating between garnier fructis and herbal essence citrus blast.
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Ever Had...
::Chicken pox:: Yes
::Sore Throat:: Yes
::Stitches:: Yes
::Broken nose:: No
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Do You...
::Believe in love at first sight:: I didn't until I experienced it.
::Like picnics:: depends on how ocd I am that day...
::Like school:: Yes
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Questions:
::What schools have you gone to: Glen L Downs, C W Harris, Desert Horizon, Palo Verde Junior High, Desert Horizon, Tolleson Union High, Maryvale High, None, Tolleson Union High, Estrella Mountain Community College (on a few different occassions), Glendale Community College.
::Who was the last person you called:: my dad's cell, while he's camping in showlow.
::Who was the last person you slow danced with:: I can't recall.
::Who makes you smile:: my mindfulness instructor, steve.
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::Who did you last yell at:: my mother.
::Who was the last to break your heart:: Brandon.
::Who's your loudest friend?:: I dunno.
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::Do you like filling these out:: sure.
::Do you wear contact lenses or glasses:: No
::Do you like yourself:: not really, but I respect myself.
::Do you get along with your family:: everyone except my mother and my aunt.
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Final Questions:
::What are you listening to right now?:: the aquarium, the fan, and the computer.
::What did you do yesterday?: therapy, went to the library, ate at mcdonalds, shopped at the craft store and the book store, came home and made really good, nice, decorative cupcakes with a piece of strawberry hidden inside.
::Hate someone in your family?:: ...I don't really hate, but I suppose you could say that...
::Gotten any awards:: quite a few actually. none recently though.
::What car do you wish to have:: "One which moves"
::Where do you want to get married?:: probably in a courthouse, but I'd kind of like a ceremony at the Big Cat Rescue in Florida...
::Good driver?:: nope.
::Good singer?:: eh.
::Have a lava lamp?:: yep.
::How many remote controls are in your house: I am not even going to attempt to answer this question.
::What do you dream about? I'd rather not think about it.
::When you last showered:: yesterday or the day before... I can't recall.
::Scary or Funny Movies:: one and the same.
::Chocolate or Vanilla:: vanilla.
::Root beer or Dr. Pepper:: depends on my mood.
::Skiing or Boarding:: where, down a mountain of volcanic rock that's never seen snow?
::Summer or winter?: WINTER!
::Silver or Gold?: silver.
::Sprite or 7up:: 7 up is freaking awesome now. If you haven't tried it since it became "100% natural" you should try it sometime.
::Coffee or tea: Tea. Coffee hurts my tummy :(
::Phone or in person:: In person.
::Are you oldest, youngest, middle:: Oldest.
::Indoor or outdoor:: Depends where..
::Diamond or pearl:: pearl.
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Today did you:
::Talk to someone you liked:: Yep
::Buy something:: nope, not after yesterday!
::Get sick:: heatsick.
::Sing:: no.
::Talked to an ex:: No.
::Miss someone:: haven't really thought about it.
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Last person who....
::Was in your bed:: Jeffie.
::Saw you cry:: Brandon.
::Made you cry:: myself.
::Went to the movies with you:: can't remember.
::You went to the mall with:: Amber and my sisters.
::Said "I Love You":: Brandon.
::Ever been in a fight with your pet:: Yes.
::Been to California:: Yes
::Been to Mexico:: No
::Been to Europe:: No.
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Random.....
::Do you have a crush on someone:: Brandon :)
::What book are you reading now?: haha! I knew I wasn't gonna get away with it... "Undead and Unwed", a paranormal comedical romance novel by Mary Janice Davidson.
::Best feeling in the world:: Being in love.
::Future KIDS names:: don't wanna think about it right now.
:Do you sleep with a stuffed animals:: more than one.
::What's under your bed? :: flattened carpet.
::Favorite sport to watch:: Iron Chef and basketball.
::Favorite Location:: san francisco.
::Piercing/Tattoos:: Nope
::What are you most scared of right now:: heat stroke.
::Who do you really hate?:: nobody.
::Have u ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with:: yes.
::Have you ever cried:: Yes..
::Are you lonely right now:: not anymore.
::Song that's stuck in your head right now:: none.
::Have you ever played strip poker:: yeah.
::Have you ever gotten beat up:: eh.
::Have you ever been on radio/TV:: yeah.
::Have you ever been in a mosh-pit:: yes, back when there still was such a thing... : /
::Ever liked someone but thought they never noticed you?:: Yeah..
::Last person you talked to on the phone?:: Didn't I already answer this?
::Whats the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?:: hands or hair.
::Your Favorite Food?:: varies.
::Are you to shy to ask someone out?:: No, I'm a masochist in that department.
::Hugs or Kisses?:: hugs.
::Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?:: butter and salt.
::Dogs or cats?:: cats kick all ass.
::Have you ever fired a gun?:: maybe.
::How many pillows do you sleep with:: four. or three. I dunno right now.
::Do you think your ex misses you?:: I know they do. They tell me all the time.
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200. My middle name is: Marie.
199. I was born on: December 17, 1979.
198. I am a: artist.
i197. My cell phone company is: Virgin Mobile.
196. My eye color is: Brown.
195. My shoe size is: 8 1/2.
194. My ring size is: 9 or 10. I dunno. I haven't sized myself in a long time.
193. My height is: 5' 4".
192. I am allergic to: aspartame, Benadryl, and olive tree blooming season. And something that grows in Tucson, but not in Phoenix...
191. I was born in: Good Samaritan Hospital.
190. I live in: my mom's house.
189. The last book I read: Undead and Unwed by Mary Janice Davidson, a highly amusing paranormal romance about vampires.
188. My bed is: never comfortable enough for me.
187. One thing I know for sure about the opposite sex is: they were born with a penis?
186. I am glad I'm my sex because: I can make babies.
179. My favorite Holiday is: Halloween.
178. The perfect kiss is: bitey.
177. The last three cd's I bought are: very old now.
176. Last song that made me cry was: forgettable, apparently.
172. My most treasured possession(s) is(are): photographic equipment, my computer and journals. And books, but those can be replaced...
170. What did you do last night: read a book, slept, ate Del Taco, and started on this massive collection of quizzes and surveys.
167. My skin's reaction to the sun is (tan/burn): making me look like the hispanic that I am.
:::::I Do (YES)/Do Not (NO) Believe In:::::
143. Santa? yes.
142. Love at first sight? yes.
141. Luck? yes.
140. Fate? yes.
139. God? yes.
138. Aliens? yes.
137. Heaven? kinda.
136. Hell? no.
135. Ghosts? yes.
134. Horoscopes? yes.
135. Soulmates? yes.
:::::Which is Better?:::::
129. Hugs or Kisses: hugs.
128. Drunk or High: I've never been high.
127. Phone or Online: online.
126. Red heads or Black hair: red.
125. Blondes or Brunettes: brunettes, unless it's platinum blonde.
124. Hot or cold: cold.
123. Summer or winter: winter.
122. Coffee or tea: Either tea.
121. Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla.
120. Night or Day: night.
119. Oranges or Apples: oranges.
118. Curly or Straight hair: straight.
:::::Here's What I Think About:::::
116. Abortion: pro-choice, for a limited time.
115. Backstabbers: should come with a warning label.
114. Parents: are either under or over appreciated.
110. School: rocks.
::::Last time I::::
103. Kissed someone: yesterday?
102. Last time I hugged someone: about two hours ago.
101. Seen someone you havent seen forever? uh...
99. Grew: continually.
::::MISC::::
90. Who's the ditziest person you know: probably me.
89. Who makes you laugh the most: probably Ashley.
87. One thing I'm mad about right now is: I can't stop sweating and it's driving me crazy.
83. The last movie I saw in the theater was: Narnia?
82. The thing I don't understand is: economics.
80. The most unsatisfactory answer I've ever received: an apology instead of an explanation.
79. The one thing I love about the opposite sex is: that I don't stereotype the way they should act because of it.
76. This summer I am: hot.
75. Something I will really miss when I leave home: my sisters.
74. The thing that I'm looking forward to the most: volunteering, I guess.
73. Tomorrow: may or may not exist.
72. Today: is what I concentrate on.
71. Next Summer: will suck, as always.
70. Next Week: the new a/c gets ordered and I start volunteering.
67. People call me: Nix.
62. The person who knows the most about me is: unknown.
61. The person that can read me the best is: Roswell, for better or worse.
60. The most difficult thing to do is: rebuild myself.
59. I have gotten a speeding ticket: never.
56. My zodiac sign is: Sagittarius.
55. The first person I thought i was in love with was: ...
53. The one person who can't hide things from me: everyone hides things from me.
51. Right now I am talking to: nobody.
48. I have/will get a job at? Tarver Elementary School.
47. I have these pets: cats, desert tortoises, tropical fish.
46. I hope: .
45. The worst sound in the world: my mom complaining.
44. The person that makes me cry the most is: myself.
35. Florida or hawaii: I haven't been to either.
33. My favorite piece of clothing is: my comfy purple men's shirt with black trim.
32. My favorite sport is: Iron Chef and basketball.
31. Last time I cried: the other day, when I saw my mother ruined my favorite journal and I thought Mel didn't like me and Brandon was not being very nice to me and I felt like a freak for being genderqueer cuz I'd just watched "A Girl Like Me" (the Gwen Araujo Story).
28. The school I went to was: Glendale Community College, most recently.
27. Last person I got mad at: my mom.
26. My worst drinking experience was: not being able to move, and thus spending a few hours (at least it felt like that long) slumped over Roswell's toilet, not having the energy to even knock on the wall for help. But I had a good time the rest of the night.
22. The all-time best movie is: Fight Club, possibly.
21. The all-time best thing in the world is: Love.
19. The most annoying thing ever is: stupidity.
HOW YOU FEEL....
18. The most annoying person you know is: my mother.
17. I lose all respect for people who: form opinions on things without educating themselves on them.
16. The movies I have cried at are: many.
15. Closest friend(s) Name: ...
14. TV show you're watching: none.
13. Favorite web site: google, I suppose.
12. I want to be: self-sufficient.
11. The worst pain I was ever in was: that pain in the back of my skull of unknown origins.
10. My favorite phrase: I dunno...
9. My room has: a bay window.
8. My favorite celebrity is: Fairuza Balk.
7. & 6. Are missing: yep.
5. My weakness is: the craft store and books.
4. What turns me on is: homosexualism and transexualism.
3. Who broke your heart: I'd imagine it was Yoma...
2. I filled out 200 questions because: firefox is gonna crash if I don't close some windows and my sister is gonna kill me if I don't supply her with fresh surveys.
1. What do you regret most: stuff I'd prefer not to focus on.
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100 Facts
1. Taken a picture naked?
2. Painted your room?
3. Kissed a member of the same sex?
4. Drove a car?
5. Danced in front of your mirror?
6. Have a crush?
7. Been dumped?
8. Stole money from a friend?
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met?
10. Been in a fist fight?
11. Snuck out of your house?
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?
13. Been arrested?
14. Made out with a stranger?
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere?
16. Left your house without telling your parents?
17. Had a crush on your neighbor?
18. Ditched school to do something more fun?
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex?
20. Seen someone die?
21. Been on a plane?
22. Kissed a picture?
23. Slept in until 3?
24. Love someone or miss someone right now?
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?
26. Made a snow angel?
27. Played dress up?
28. Cheated while playing a game?
29. Been lonely?
30. Fallen asleep at work/school?
31. Been to a club?
32. Felt an earthquake?
33. Touched a snake?
34. Ran a red light?
35. Been suspended from school?
36. Had detention?
37. Been in a car accident?
38. Hated the way you look?
39. Witnessed a crime?
40. Pole danced?
41. Been lost?
42. Been to the opposite side of the country?
43. Felt like dying?
44. Cried yourself to sleep?
46. Sang karaoke?
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?
48. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
50. Kissed in the rain?
51. Sang in the shower?
52. Made out in a park?
53 Had a dream that you married someone?
54. Glued your hand to something?
55.Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole?
56.Ever gone to school partially naked?
57. Been a cheerleader?
58. Sat on a roof top?
59. Don't brush your teeth?
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone?
61. Played chicken?
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger?
64. Broken a bone?
65. Been easily amused?
66. Laugh so hard you cried?
67. Mooned/flashed someone?
68. Cheated on a test?
69. Forgotten someone's name?
70. Slept naked?
71. Gone skinny dipping in a pool?
73. Blacked out from drinking?
74. Played a prank on someone?
75. Gone to a late night movie?
76. Made love to anything not human?
77. Failed a class?
78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat?
79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours?
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend?
81. Do you celebrate the fourth of July? (only as National Pyromaniacs Day - nah, I mourn the loss of the original American values on this day, usually...)
82. Thrown strange objects?
83. Felt like killing someone?
84. Felt like running away?
85. Ran away?
86. Did drugs?
87. Had detention and not attend it?
89. Made a parent cry?
90. Cried over someone?
91. Owned more than 5 sharpies?
92. Dated someone more than once?
93. Had/Have a dog?
95. Own an instrument?
96. Been in a band?
97. Drank 25 sodas in a day?
98. Broken a CD?
99. Shot a gun?
100. Had feelings for one of your best/good friends?
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Pagan Extraordinaire
You are 73% Paganism Expert! You know Paganism like the back of your hand! Maybe you even attended a few rituals, or organized some of your own. You understand how special this religion is, and keep it close to your heart. You know that it's the most ancient religion in the world (save animism which technically isn't a religion), and you want to get back to your roots. Merry meet again! Don't forget to take my two other spiritual tests: Spirit Animal Test Sitakaliism Test, my political test:
The Fruity Commie Pinko Liberal Test, and my Biology Test
My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:
You scored higher than 57% on Pagan Expert
Link: The Paganism Test written by sitakali on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test
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Hot Tamale
You have an intellectual sexiness factor of 66! You're hot! You've read a lot. You've done a lot, and there's a lot you'd like to try in the future. You've got a sharp, sexy mind, and few inhibitions to restrain you from exploring all the pleasure you can get. You have few hang-ups, and there's not much you don't know about sex. You're open-minded and able to enjoy things that would make a lesser person squeamish.
You're an exceptional treat as a lover, appreciated greatly by those who know the differnce. You were probably bored with a few of the people you've been with in your past, feeling like you had to drag them along with you in the sexual adventures you want to have, and probably dumping them for the same reason. It takes a lot to stimulate you; you realize it's not just about bumping uglies. In the end there's gotta be a lot more to it.
Still, there is always room for improvement. Before you can graduate into a true sexual genius, there are a few things you've got to learn, to explore, to think through, talk through, and fuck through. A good place to start is in taking a look at the few things you're still a little hesitant to try. Break down you're last few barriers and discover the outer sexual frontiers, and you'll become a master.
My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:
You scored higher than 17% on sexiness
Link: The Intellectual Sexiness Test written by dr_eros on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test
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N-S-R
You scored 55% Non-Reductionism, 11% Epistemological Absolutism, and 44% Moral Objectivism! You are an N-S-R: a metaphysical Non-Reductionist, an epistemological Skeptic, and a moral Relativist. If you are simply dying inside to figure out what all this mumbo-jumbo means, then simply continue reading.
Metaphysics: Non-Reductionism (Idealism or Realism)
In metaphysics, my test measures your tendency towards Reductionism or Non-Reductionism. As a Non-Reductionist, you recognize that reality is not necessarily simple or unified, and you thus tend to produce a robust ontology instead of carelessly shaving away hypothetical entities that reflect our philosophical experiences. My test recognizes two types of Non-Reductionists: Idealists and Realists.
1. Idealists believe that reality is fundamentally unknowable. All we can ever know is the world of sense experience, thought, and other phenomena which are only distorted reflections of an ultimate (or noumenal) reality. Kant, one of the most significant philosophers in history, theorized that human beings perceive reality in such a way that they impose their own mental frameworks and categories upon reality, fully distorting it. Reality for Kant is unconceptualized and not subject to any of the categories our minds apply to it. Idealists are non-reductionists because they recognize that the distinction between phenomenal reality and ultimate reality cannot be so easily discarded or unified into a single reality. They are separate and distinct, and there is no reason to suppose the one mirrors the other. Major philosophical idealists include Kant and Fichte.
If your views are different from the above, then you may be a Realist.
2. Realists deny the validity of sloppy metaphysical reductions, because they feel that there is no reason to suspect that reality reflects principles of parsimony or simplicity. Realism is the most common-sensical of the metaphysical views. It doesn't see reality as a unity or as reducible to matter or mind, nor does it see reality as divided into a phenomenal world of experience and an unknowable noumenal world of things-in-themselves. Realist metaphysics emphasizes that reality is for the most part composed of the things we observe and think. On the question of the existence of universals, for instance, a realist will assert that while universals do not physically exist, the relations they describe in particulars are as real as the particular things themselves, giving universals a type of reality. Thus, no reduction is made. On the mind-body problem, realists tend to believe that minds and bodies both exist, and the philosophical problems involved in reducing mind to matter or matter to mind are too great to warrant such a reduction. Finally, realists deny that reality is ultimately a Unity or Absolute, though they recognize that reality can be viewed as a Unity when we consider the real relations between the parts as constituting this unity--but it doesn't mean that the world isn't also made up of particular things. Aristotle and Popper are famous realists.
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Epistemology: Skepticism (Idealism or Subjectivism)
In regards to epistemology, my test measures your tendency towards Absolutism or Skepticism. As an epistemological Skeptic, you believe that ultimate reality cannot be known in any objective way. The two categories of Skeptics that my test recognizes are Idealists and Subjectivists.
1. Epistemological Idealists believe that knowledge of ultimate reality is impossible. All we can ever have knowledge about is the world of phenomenal human experience, but there is no reason to suspect that reality mirrors our perceptions and thoughts, according to Idealists. Idealists, then, tend to see truth not as a correspondence between propositions and reality--reality is, after all, fundamentally unknowable--but as a coherence between a whole system of propositions taken to be true. We cannot escape from language or our conceptualized world of phenomena, so we are unable to reference propositions to facts and must instead determine their truth by comparing them to other propositions we hold to be true. As a result of such an idealism, knowledge of any ultimate reality is taken to be impossible, hence the Skeptical tendency of idealism. All our pursuits of knowledge, science included, can only reflect a phenomenal reality that is of our own making. Famous idealists include Kant and Fichte.
If the above did not sound skeptical or idealistic enough to reflect your own views, then you are most likely a Subjectivist.
2. Epistemological Subjectivists, like idealists, believe that all our knowledge is ultimately of our own making because it is filtered through our subjective perceptions. Unlike an idealist, though, a subjectivist doesn't believe in any universal categories of "truth" that apply to the phenomenal world, because each individual can create his own truth. Either that, or he will hold that society or custom creates its own forms of truth. A subjectivist will tend to regard scientific inquiry as a game of sorts--science does not reveal truths about reality, but only gives scientists pseudo-solutions to pseudo-problems of the scientific community's own devising. It is a type of puzzle-solving, but the puzzle isn't of reality. The definition of truth to a subjectivist may be one that recognizes a proposition's usefulness to an individual. William James is one such subjectivist, who believes that we can "will to believe" certain propositions so long as we would find them useful. The example he gives is being found in a situation where you must leap over a chasm in order to survive. The true belief, in such a situation, is that the leap will be successful--this truth is certainly more useful to us, and in believing the truth we become more willing to commit to the jump and make it successful. So, in essence, knowledge of reality is possible for a subjectivist because they never make reference to any objective reality existing outside of our own perceptions and beliefs--we can have knowledge of reality through having knowledge of ourselves, and that is all that we should ask for. Famous subjectivists include Kuhn, Feyarabend, and James. Another famed critic of Absolutism is Hume.
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Ethics: Relativism (Subjectivism or Emotivism)
My test measures one's tendency towards moral Objectivism or moral Relativism in regards to ethics. As a moral Relativist, you tend to see moral choices as describing a subject's reaction to a moral object or situation, and not as a property of the moral object itself. You may also feel that moral words are meaningless because they do not address any empirical fact about the world. My test recognizes two types of moral relativists--Subjectivists and Emotivists.
1. Subjectivists see individual or collective desires as defining a situation's or object's moral worth. Thus, the subject, not the object itself, determines the value. Subjectivists recognize that social rules, customs, and morality have been wide-ranging and quite varied throughout history among various cultures. As a result, Subjectivism doesn't attempt to issue hard and fast rules for judging the moral worth of things. Instead, it recognizes that what we consider "good" and "right" is not bound by any discernable rule. There is no one trait that makes an act good or right, because so many different kinds of things have been called good and right. In regards to the definition of "good" or "right", a Subjectivist will tend to define it as whatever a particular person or group of people desire. They do not define it merely as "happiness" or "pleasure", for instance, because sometimes we desire to do things that do not produce pleasure, and because we don't consider all pleasurable things good. Furthermore, Subjectivists recognize the validity of consequentialism in that sometimes we refer to consequences as good and bad--but they also recognize that our intentions behind an action, or the means to the end, can also determine an act's moral worth. Again, there is no one rule to determine these things. Hence the relativism of moral Subjectivism. The most well-known of the subjectivists is Nietzsche.
If that didn't sound like your position, then you are probably the other variety of moral Relativist--the Emotivist.
Emotivists are moral Relativists only in a very slanted sense, because they actually deny that words about morality have any meaning at all. An Emotivist would probably accept Hume's argument that it is impossible to derive an "ought" from an "is"--no factual state of affairs can logically entail any sort of moral action. Furthermore, a emotivist's emphasis on scientific (and hence empirical) verification and testing quickly leads to the conclusion that concepts such as "good" and "right" don't really describe any real qualities or relations. Science is never concerned with whether a particular state of affairs is moral or right or good--and an emotivist feels much the same way. Morality is thus neither objective or subjective for the emotivist--it is without any meaning at all, a sort of vague ontological fiction that is merely a symbol for our emotional responses to certain events. Famous emotivists include Ayer and other positivists associated with the Vienna Circle.
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As you can see, when your philosophical position is narrowed down there are so many potential categories that an OKCupid test cannot account for them all. But, taken as very broad categories or philosophical styles, you are best characterized as an N-S-R. Your exact philosophical opposite would be an R-A-O.
My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
You scored higher than 23% on Metaphysics
You scored higher than 1% on Epistemology
You scored higher than 48% on Ethics
Link: The Sublime Philosophical Crap Test written by saint_gasoline on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test
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Bi/Slightly Straight
You scored 5 (-52 being completely gay, 0 being bisexual, and 52 being completely straight) For the most part, you are bisexual. You have a slight preference for the opposite gender, but either gender would suit you. If you are sexually inexperienced, it is possible that this will change after you do some experimenting.
My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:
You scored higher than 45% on Orientation
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