speculation stimulation sleep deprivation
compy entry april 13th 2006
It feels so nice just resting, quietly speaking, comfert and cuddling.Im so glad to just rest and let my insides bubble up and overflow a bit, frothy on my flesh, warm with content.
Im worried about leaving. In my head there is so much future and great things to look foward to, but in my heart i am crying and hugging all to be lost close to my chest one last time. im smelling those smells and tasting all that dirty sweat and life that accumulated over my entire world.
i will miss all our dirt, our friends and our collective of dirt.
tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow.
-end-
so its all treu and i am starting too look foward more, and my heart is still part in walla walla, a bit of saddness in my chest where that peice was, but im stronger for it and that feels so good. And i trust them with it and that feels just a nice.