I got sick... im getting better.
It was nice to get to stop moving and just take this all in.
I just feel my entire insides wobbling and shaking like all my atoms are alive.
I feel fluid like floating.
And sometimes i look at the giant hill and i just laugh.
And sometimes i look at John and i almost cry.
But then i just smile, and he smiles back.
and its so hard to describe it all.
we just say "i know"
Its that feeling when you LOVE a moment in a song.Only now i love sooo many moments, my life feels like a song full of moments.
It reminds me of a crimethink quote, i forget who REALLY said it:
Oh Ive had my moments- But i guess what i always wanted was my life to be nothing but a series of moments, one after another
Or something like that (ill requote later)
Oh yeah right now my face is covered in designes in paint because i went to the DMV.
Oh yeah i made an angel robot that i hanging from the ceiling
Oh yeah my ribcage is exposed
oh yeah im not lost anymore
oh yeah im in love
i heart John from a place in my heart that was alseep before
i heart my nice roomates
i heart working without worry
i heart decorating the room
i heart the notwist
P.S.
Valentines day:
IM FUCKING GOING!