And in the end....the Starr dies....

[rustinpeace9]

Two people in my life right now that hurt me. I feel betrayed. One says she cares about me. Yet why him? I wouldn't care if it was anyone else. But why him? Someone I see everyday. Someone who's like a brother to me....That's bullshit! You knew how I liked you. You knew how much I cared. So much to even break up with my girlfriend in order to get to know you. As a person..not as a piece of ass! I don't know if I ever want to talk to you again. You seem to think there's nothing wrong with what you did. And that I'm wrong. Did you lie to me all those times you said you cared for me? Did you lie when you said you wanted to kiss me? I don't belive anything you say anymore. Oh and to make it worse, you guys were gonna keep this from me. I know you were. Damn it, I poured my heart and soul into what I wrote for you. Just makes me want to destroy it and say I never wrote that. You ripped my heart out and walked away like nothing happened. So we talked today..outside on a bench..thats probably the last time I'll ever remember seeing you.....

And to you, my so called brother. Why man...you get all the ass you want? Why her..I don't know if you even care about what you did. Sometimes it seems like you don't care about anything. Nor anyone, for that matter. I sure hope it was worth it. You knew I liked her. I dont know if I can talk to you right now. I feel like you kicked me right on the balls. I don't know exactly what you guys did. But, I know it was something. I can't trust you. You tried playing it off but I saw everything. Saw you leave the place and all. Saw you get into your car and drive away. Yet you deny it...But your right, i mean she wasnt my gf. So it was ok to do it huh???(Sarcasm by the way) I have nothing else to say about that.

I've been stabbed in the heart continously by them. As they point and laugh.....

-Oliver-