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so today i realized, that i've been such a bitch for the past like week. month. who knows how long. but everything i do i come out thinking or realizing later that whatever i did was dumb, rude, inconsiderate... idk what else. what completely sux is i've been this way to practically everyone. like its bad. i feel like such scum. eh, i guess it happens. idk. if you feel like i've treated you like crap i'm sorry. i really am.
other than that. today's jen's birthday. hangin w/ her and eric tonight. fun stuff.
um then yeah. family stuff tomorrow morning then brittany's party eventually.
typical weekend..... w/e.
see, i'm perfectly active. i do stuff. hang out w/ people (why they wanna hang out with me is over my head). but why the hell am i so--- just ew.
i'm not looking for pity. i really dont care bc its me- what are you gonna do about it? yeah! thats right! see?! ya dont know!
wow this is dumb. i'm lj bashing myself. wahhoo.
i'm gonna go clean or do something pathetic for the rest of my friday evening that will be spent home alone. this house sux home alone by the way. ok i'm done.
other than that. today's jen's birthday. hangin w/ her and eric tonight. fun stuff.
um then yeah. family stuff tomorrow morning then brittany's party eventually.
typical weekend..... w/e.
see, i'm perfectly active. i do stuff. hang out w/ people (why they wanna hang out with me is over my head). but why the hell am i so--- just ew.
i'm not looking for pity. i really dont care bc its me- what are you gonna do about it? yeah! thats right! see?! ya dont know!
wow this is dumb. i'm lj bashing myself. wahhoo.
i'm gonna go clean or do something pathetic for the rest of my friday evening that will be spent home alone. this house sux home alone by the way. ok i'm done.