astonishing

[rusteford]

i've found being productive to be quite difficult, lately. i have a million seeds in my mind for movies, comics, songs, photographs, drawings - everything. but i can't/won't begin work on anything.

not having a job has proven to only feed itself. the less i do, the more apathetic i become.

i have no idea what i want to do, or who i want to be, any longer. i don't know what the next step should be.