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i fucking hate my slef i am the work person in the entire world a few days ago i made the mistake of my life and i am regreting it to the fullest extent, i lost the most precious thing in my life over a stupid mistake i made i wish i could do any thing to take what i did back and fix everythign with my love,Jaiem i love you soo much, i am horrible at showing my emotions , i never know the words to use , i am a fucking miserable person i wish i could have a been a better person i wish i oculd make evetyhting right, but now i have nothing i'm a fuckin fool i don't even know what to do with myself i fucking want to jsut roll up in a ball and rot. fuck me i am a horrible person Jaime i lvoe you soo much and i wish i could show you