neil and the moon
I write this now as I have just come back after drinking tooooo many beers and smoking.
I feel like I have gained a new pattern which goes like this.
at 10:00ish to 11:00ish decide to go to 5ive (5) to go out an meet new gay folks
to maybe well you know meet and maybe become friends with then go do things with (not sexually)
so I’ll go drink a lot flirt with a promoter who I’ve know for 7 years decide to go some where else and hate it
arggggggggggggg.
I feel like will all the people I’ve ever been with that I'm grabbing puzzle pieces
(medifore for my sexual relationships with people girl boy f to m ECT)
and trying to fit them into the inner hole that I have.
there have been a few puzzles that have touched the edges a bit more lets just call them puzzle "b" puzzle "A" and puzzle "j" but it always just touching the edges (ps fuck all yeah if you hate bad spelling) so yet wed after ect i go out I attempt to meet new folks that might "fill the hole" I feel like Neil Armstrong trying to land on the moon except when he land on one place he re thinks and goes "hummm I don't think this is the right place to make my famous walk blah blah blah nasa blah blah. so he lands on another spot but this time the soil is to weak to land on so he takes off to land on a new spot this spot kicks him off and then by the time he sees a new spot he and his crew (could be a medifor for inner voices) doesn't have enough fuel to land and he is egetisant into outer space (could be ummm umm is a metaphor for lonely single life)
I feel like I have gained a new pattern which goes like this.
at 10:00ish to 11:00ish decide to go to 5ive (5) to go out an meet new gay folks
to maybe well you know meet and maybe become friends with then go do things with (not sexually)
so I’ll go drink a lot flirt with a promoter who I’ve know for 7 years decide to go some where else and hate it
arggggggggggggg.
I feel like will all the people I’ve ever been with that I'm grabbing puzzle pieces
(medifore for my sexual relationships with people girl boy f to m ECT)
and trying to fit them into the inner hole that I have.
there have been a few puzzles that have touched the edges a bit more lets just call them puzzle "b" puzzle "A" and puzzle "j" but it always just touching the edges (ps fuck all yeah if you hate bad spelling) so yet wed after ect i go out I attempt to meet new folks that might "fill the hole" I feel like Neil Armstrong trying to land on the moon except when he land on one place he re thinks and goes "hummm I don't think this is the right place to make my famous walk blah blah blah nasa blah blah. so he lands on another spot but this time the soil is to weak to land on so he takes off to land on a new spot this spot kicks him off and then by the time he sees a new spot he and his crew (could be a medifor for inner voices) doesn't have enough fuel to land and he is egetisant into outer space (could be ummm umm is a metaphor for lonely single life)