Dear God...
Dear God,
Help me to be happy.
To realize that this life is what I want.
To realize that the people surrounding me support me the best ways they can.
Grant me the patience and love to give back to the people that don't deserve it, but mostly to those people that do deserve it.
Give me the hope that I need to survive and don't let me turn the clock back nine years.
Help me make progress.
Give me joy.
Let me live under the weight of responsibility with weightless joy that will bouy me in the vast ocean of darkness.
Help me to love unconditionally without judgement even under the judgemental eyes of others.
Let me live when others can't.
Let me give others the hope you give to me.
Because I can't do this alone.
Give me joy to give to others limitlessly.
Help me to be happy.
Amen