I need a Raincoat...

Feb 20, 2006 17:56

I like to hear some guitar. Doesn't everyone? For some reason I am in an odd mood right now. Not really good, and not really bad. I supose it's all or nothing. Life is so complicated now-a-days isn't it? Were allways changeing. You know, when kindness falls like rain, it washes me away. Kindess is really one of the most curious things in this world. It is only true when a lie is not pressent. But who cares about that nonsese I supose.

I am taffy stuck and tongue tied. When you don't know what to do, and are at a complete loss for everything what would you do? I am ready, and I am fine. Can someone pull me out from inside? Take me away from this Wonderland? Just for a little while so I can see what's on the outside. So I can see what it is like to know what time it is. To be unstuck.

Situations are driveing me insane. Doesn't it stop somewhere though? The sanity I mean? How do you go insane when you are as insane as they get? And why do so many people value my presence? Value my friendship, and such? I am terrably flattered, but why!?!? WHY!?!?! There is nothing special about me that I can see, and who better to see it than me? Right? Am I blind? Can I not see? maybe I am just colorblind... Im just a stupid fool.

People are so odd are they not? They think of sex, and their self. Do I think of those things only? God I hope not, but who knows... I barely know myself I supose. You wanna get boned. You wanna get stoned. You wanna get a room like no one else. You wanna be rich. You wanna kitsch. You wanna be the bastard of yourself. You wanan get burned. You wanna get turned. You wanna get fucked inside out. That is how people are. I supose you can't change everybody... Right Fides? Maybe not.

I supose I just want to drink my worries down the drain, and fly away to somewhere new...

"Stones taught me to fly...love taught me to lie...life taought me to die...so it's not hard to fall...When you float like a cannonball.

~The Hatter of Madness~

P.S. I am colorblind.

P.P.S. KESLI ROCKS MY SOCKS OFF!(<-- Note from Kesli on this: Yes... yes I do...)
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