There is no spoon.
solo minus one (2:54:41 PM): I'm trying to become completely numb. Kinda like the monks loose touch with emotions I want to be emotionless. Of course I won't appear that way I will fake it and manipulate it how I see fit but to feel nothing would be freedom to me.
s-------------2 (2:55:35 PM): It would for some emotions, but the other emotions I would never want to loose.
solo minus one (2:56:41 PM): Happiness as I have seen it is very overrated only because....it will inevitably end. All things do, and the pain that follows to me (just my point of view) isn't worth it. Someone says it is better to have loved and to have lost than to have never loved at all. I say b u l l s h i t.
s--------------2 (2:57:28 PM): I believe that someone.
s--------------2 (2:58:03 PM): Because for that time, I was very happy. The pain sucks a lot, but happiness overrules the saddness.
solo minus one (2:59:05 PM): I have just realized that emotions don't exist outside of the consciousness of the human mind and to the rest of our world and the universe it doesn't exist. It's all just a chemical reaction forming electrical impulses in our brain while we are awake that make us "feel" emotions. In fact its all an illusion.
solo minus one (3:01:51 PM): Love doesn't exist to a dog for it cant fathom or define the word and the feeling and process it in it's own mind. It's what separates us from animals. The rest of the universe gets along just fine without emotions, in fact I think emotions are what will be the downfall of the human race. Hatred or even love for ones country or religion and people will one day destroy all life upon this planet.
Embrace the fact that it's all in your head.
Even the fact that you can embrace anything at all.
Cup the palm of your hand and gaze down into what seems to be a void and what know what actually exists is unfathomable odds, particles, a universe worth of reactions. Know that in the cupped hand of the great beyond you are nothing more than an almost invisible flicker. A brief moment in time so insignificant, so fragile. At the same time so amazing, so many tiny things so many odds, and here I sit typing on this computer. Consider the things that matter.
My anger has faded. It amazes my mother and sister that I broke up a fight and sat through being yelled at.
The worries of the world are no longer triggers for rage.
But instead irrelevant completely
....as is the emotion to me.