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[russianredhed]

i dunno whats wrong with me. i feel like me feelings towards a lot of people and situations are changing. some for the better and some for the worse. i just feel like i deserve better than what im getting from some people. and from others i feel like they give me too much of something i dont need and not enough of something i want. i dunno maybe i'm being a brat or a snot. i dont flippin know. and i know certain ppl cant control the way things turn out or certain situations they have to be in, but i cant handle it anymore. maybe im literally just getting bored... ugh i dunno. i wish i was an emotionless bitch. oh well. i guess im just a bitch.

nothing makes me happy anymore