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I'm feeling weird today. Yesterday I spent almost 75 $ on junk, like cds, a belt, a new wallet, a deftones "thing" I putted in my backpack:
and today I almost run outta money because this stupid men ows me and my friends (leecha and miki) 140 $ in drugs and he never appeared over here anymore and its making me mad. real mad. there's nothing i can do against me he's like 30 years old and he's such a disgousting person. what can i do? ah well whatever
its my dad's bday today and we're going out for dinner to a restaurant called Mezzaluna, its Italian and i'm fucking hungry but its only 6 o'clock. i'm kindof high today but yesterday i was really worse, i was supposed to go to the doctor at 5:30 pm but about that time my dad was pissed off at me and i was smoking a joint so at like 6 he picked up in a state of daze and we went to the doctor. thank god he's stupid and didin't notice that my eyes were weird or that i was laughing too much, maybe he did notice but wasn't sure so decided not to take the chance to acuse me and look stupid if he wasn't right....
i just remembered that i did not posted anything about friday... right?
the night went ok. i had not went on anything other than marijuana or a few joints and alcohol of course but it was great. i made out with the same guy i made out last time i went there and i only know his name but this time i wasn't drunk so i noticed better how he looked and he was really cute, he has blond hair that looks like he had dreads and blue eyes and he's weird but ccccute. i dig him so much. tomorrow i will not go to classes and maybe i'll sneak out and do some shit :)
i need money, for my life for my things. money its always the problem. money money money. i dont think money is really the problem but not having money is a huge problem specially when you have your life consumed by substances and everyday there are things you MUST buy. to buy what i wanted last month i had to borrow money to eat, like everyday i ate in the middle of the morning and lunch and always with other people's money for like a whole fucking month and now i cant borrow any more money.
and i have to fucking study french and i should be doing it right now and i'm not, we have an exam on thursday and i havent studied yet and i don't know shit.
and i feel like listenning to coal chamber or maybe otep.
and this is goodbye.
oh and i'm also going to get a coke.
i dont know why can't i fucking shut up?
i am probably really boring. thats why no one likes.
well its not that noone likes me, its just that... FUCK!
i'm happy with my friends, not too many but great <3
oh and i must see the ring.
and today I almost run outta money because this stupid men ows me and my friends (leecha and miki) 140 $ in drugs and he never appeared over here anymore and its making me mad. real mad. there's nothing i can do against me he's like 30 years old and he's such a disgousting person. what can i do? ah well whatever
its my dad's bday today and we're going out for dinner to a restaurant called Mezzaluna, its Italian and i'm fucking hungry but its only 6 o'clock. i'm kindof high today but yesterday i was really worse, i was supposed to go to the doctor at 5:30 pm but about that time my dad was pissed off at me and i was smoking a joint so at like 6 he picked up in a state of daze and we went to the doctor. thank god he's stupid and didin't notice that my eyes were weird or that i was laughing too much, maybe he did notice but wasn't sure so decided not to take the chance to acuse me and look stupid if he wasn't right....
i just remembered that i did not posted anything about friday... right?
the night went ok. i had not went on anything other than marijuana or a few joints and alcohol of course but it was great. i made out with the same guy i made out last time i went there and i only know his name but this time i wasn't drunk so i noticed better how he looked and he was really cute, he has blond hair that looks like he had dreads and blue eyes and he's weird but ccccute. i dig him so much. tomorrow i will not go to classes and maybe i'll sneak out and do some shit :)
i need money, for my life for my things. money its always the problem. money money money. i dont think money is really the problem but not having money is a huge problem specially when you have your life consumed by substances and everyday there are things you MUST buy. to buy what i wanted last month i had to borrow money to eat, like everyday i ate in the middle of the morning and lunch and always with other people's money for like a whole fucking month and now i cant borrow any more money.
and i have to fucking study french and i should be doing it right now and i'm not, we have an exam on thursday and i havent studied yet and i don't know shit.
and i feel like listenning to coal chamber or maybe otep.
and this is goodbye.
oh and i'm also going to get a coke.
i dont know why can't i fucking shut up?
i am probably really boring. thats why no one likes.
well its not that noone likes me, its just that... FUCK!
i'm happy with my friends, not too many but great <3
oh and i must see the ring.