Mar 30, 2007 23:38
You are pathetic.
Accidentally, I found out why it's so hard to be friends with Natalia: if you aren't bedding her, her trust is mighty hard to get. Her own way of appreciating people makes people feel underappreciated. I honestly feel that she does not want to acknowledge that one year and a half wasted of our time was nothing but a joke.
Come on. I aren't saying that clinical depression does not exist, but it is a very good excuse to "have your own way of appreciating people". Feh.
First weeks without her are going to be as painful as a bed full of broken crystal, but she couldn't care less. My existance just got a little more gray, but with love and friendship like these, I think I'm only exposing myself to hurting.
I've been thinking of giving back her single to Karla. It's obvious Tatu is never gonna come, by this point.
Minus side of having played Final Fantasy for 11 hours: my ass hurts.
Plus side of having played Final Fantasy for 11 hours: W00t! 4 levels upped!