May 27, 2004 22:31
So, I have a friend. He is very cool and fun to be with. Several times we both showed each other that we like each other. That day when we all went for a walk he was there too. We were hugging each other all the time, he was holding me so gently. So the next day everything was great also. He and his friend played a joke on us saying that they ate some weird drug and now they didn't remember anything. One of them broke their arm, the other broke a jar. They were sick and they needed help. We both ran over there, we scared as hell, we walk in, they are not sick, not anything like that. They just wanted us to come over. Hm, weird, but very funny. We brought tonns of medicine to help them and they were so flattered that we were worried about them. OK, that day he didn't want me to go home. But I had to, 'cause I have to study. Anyways, then today he said that when I was sick, I have a sore throat and some other crap, he got all that too. Well, I made everybody sick. But it was fun today. WE were drinking hot tea, because we all needed it. Yeah, there are four of us. Me, my best friend Natasha, her ex-boyfriend and him. So, we had fun. But then I went to my tutoring and I found two textmessages of his, first was saying that he had a fever, and the other that if I didn't want to talk to him I didn't have to. cause I didn't answer first. So I wrote him back explaining everything, but he didn't write anything. Then a couple of hours later I wrote same thing as he wrote me 2 time. He wrote that he wants to talk to me. So, so far that's it. But I'm kinda sad, beacuse he is very slow and also I don't think that he wants a relationship with anybody at all.
Then Natasha's ex called me and asked me to go to the movies with him, I couldn't, but it made me frustrated beacuse she still loves him and wants to be with him, but it's so complicated... I don't want him to like me, I want her and him to be happy together.
Also Natasha gave me a key to her appartment today. It was really weird, but in August we are planning on spending a lot of time together, most of the time at her place. I am very glad that even after a year she is still my best friend and I am hers!!!
PEACE!!! LOVE Y'ALL!