shut the fuck up already and stop trying to talk to me
my dad has been doing what he does best. pissing me off. yesterday he told me to clean up MY stuff in the basement so i did. well this morning hes still bitching that it needs to be cleaned. so i bitched right back at him " YOU SAID TO CLEAN UP MY STUFF. I DID!" nothing is ever good enough for him. so now i'm supposed to clean it again today and mop both kitchens on top of making us supper.
why should i even bother doing this. i've seen my parents for maybe a total of 5 hours for the last 3 days and i've been stuck doing everything anyway.
they put my brother in the hospital on Thursday and I've pretty much been alone since then. between work an visiting my brother in the hospital my mom has hardly been home. and my dad is hardly around on weekends anyway. and i reallly wish they'd stop asking if i wanna go visit my brother. after how many times i said no yesterday you'd think they'd get the point but nope. they asked me again twice today. i dont give a damn what happens to my brother him being gone or him being home feels exactly the same since hes always hiding in his room and only comes out for food.
actually there is a plus side to him not being her. i dont have to hear him blasting his crappy rap 24/7 and i dont have to tolerate some form of abuse when he comes down to get food.
i was fucking sick yesterday and i still did the crap i was asked to do. cut me some slack. but since no one was home no one knows i was sick.
pretty much for the last few months i've been getting almost zero attention its all been going to my fucking brother.
on another unrelated note. i went to an eye doctor on Thursday and i need glasses. i'm near sighted, sometimes my mom will ask me to look for signs when shes driving but for a while now i havent been able to do that because i cant read the signs til its too late. so i picked out my frames on Friday.
why should i even bother doing this. i've seen my parents for maybe a total of 5 hours for the last 3 days and i've been stuck doing everything anyway.
they put my brother in the hospital on Thursday and I've pretty much been alone since then. between work an visiting my brother in the hospital my mom has hardly been home. and my dad is hardly around on weekends anyway. and i reallly wish they'd stop asking if i wanna go visit my brother. after how many times i said no yesterday you'd think they'd get the point but nope. they asked me again twice today. i dont give a damn what happens to my brother him being gone or him being home feels exactly the same since hes always hiding in his room and only comes out for food.
actually there is a plus side to him not being her. i dont have to hear him blasting his crappy rap 24/7 and i dont have to tolerate some form of abuse when he comes down to get food.
i was fucking sick yesterday and i still did the crap i was asked to do. cut me some slack. but since no one was home no one knows i was sick.
pretty much for the last few months i've been getting almost zero attention its all been going to my fucking brother.
on another unrelated note. i went to an eye doctor on Thursday and i need glasses. i'm near sighted, sometimes my mom will ask me to look for signs when shes driving but for a while now i havent been able to do that because i cant read the signs til its too late. so i picked out my frames on Friday.