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I'm discovering how comfortable I am with being alone. It sucks alot of the time. Lonliness sucks for everyone. But it feels real. And I would prefer to feel something real as opposed to pretending, pretending things don't bother me when they actually do. So if being alone is the consequence, then I'll take that over just getting by with half-assed effort.
this is not about the girl. The girl situation is amazing.
I'm prioritizing the important people in my life.
Touring soon. Record soon. I'm stoked. I know nobody else gives a shit though, and thats ok to. I'm accomplishing something I've wanted to do since getting into music.
Nihilism/Existentialism/cynicism all taste better than naievity. Only the weak deal in hope and blind optimism. The strong are the ones who recognize the terrible absurdities in life and strive forward through them.
this is not about the girl. The girl situation is amazing.
I'm prioritizing the important people in my life.
Touring soon. Record soon. I'm stoked. I know nobody else gives a shit though, and thats ok to. I'm accomplishing something I've wanted to do since getting into music.
Nihilism/Existentialism/cynicism all taste better than naievity. Only the weak deal in hope and blind optimism. The strong are the ones who recognize the terrible absurdities in life and strive forward through them.