You only live one time

Jul 30, 2004 10:51

YoOo ok ok so I had said I would stop the drugs and I was doing pretty good so far, until last night. I didnt roll or anything and Im not planing to do so ever again. But I had never done coke and for some reason I wanted to try it. Im the type of person that likes to do stuff atleast once so I can say OK I did it. As my Gucci says "you only live once". Fuck it; Im young so I might as well try it, its not like if Im gona do it again. I just wanted to know how the feeling was. Seriously it was no big deal. I just felt hipper and my entire face was numbed but other then that it was an eh experience. I didnt see the point of it, so I dont see my self doing it again. Im thinking of tripping on Saturday with the GUCC's so Im really excited about that cuz Ive herd is some raw shit. People always ask me arnt you scared of doing those things? But really, once you do it its no big deal as people make it seem. I just dont like the fact that people are to close minded and judge others for doing it. Im not trying to say to go out and OD on some drug LOL no but just trying it doesnt hurt, that way when your older you can tell your kids OK I tried it. The one thing I stoped is the pills and I walked away cuz I figured it was no good to be doing it alot. K now enough with the drug shit and Im gona give a lil update of things...

K on wednesday I walked in the Guess store just to shop and stuff. All of a sudden they asked me if I wanted to work for them LOL I was like OK so right on the spot she gave me the job. So now Im gona start working at the Guess store in International mall. I really need the job cuz Im broke right now. Tonight Im going to my Jeannettes apartment and just chill and get a bit fucked up. Im also going to Vanessas party at springs so I have alot going on tonight. BTW I almost got kicked out of my house last night for like the 5th time LOL. If I only had a good job I would fucking leave my house and move the fuck out. Its stupid how parents still think they can control your life even though Im like what almost 20? C'mon bro Im a grown man already and I dont like all that bull shit rules of "its my house you follow my rules" WTF Im an adult I should be able to go home at w/e fuck time I want!! W/e Im moving out soon I just hope its sooner then what I expect.
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