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I feel like I should get a proper job.. as in one that gives more income to my family. At the moment, I'm working for them casually/part-time (I'm not paid for obvious reasons) and I feel terrible that they're supporting my rent and sporting endeavours. Let's just calculate how much I cost on a weekly basis:
Rent - 70
Skating lessons - 60
Skating entry - 36
Tennis - 30
Allowance - 100
Going out on weekends - 50 (sometimes not weekly)
I have enough decent clothes to last me a few years and I'm downloading music instead. For dinner, I've been trying out rice with soya sauce.
That adds up to at to.. nearly $300!! Should I even be worth that much? I feel awful.. awful awful awful. And they have my younger brother and sister as well. ACK. *depressed* If by the end of the year our financial situation manages to get worse, I'll have to move back to Sydney which means I probably won't be able to do law. I feel more depressed...
Rent - 70
Skating lessons - 60
Skating entry - 36
Tennis - 30
Allowance - 100
Going out on weekends - 50 (sometimes not weekly)
I have enough decent clothes to last me a few years and I'm downloading music instead. For dinner, I've been trying out rice with soya sauce.
That adds up to at to.. nearly $300!! Should I even be worth that much? I feel awful.. awful awful awful. And they have my younger brother and sister as well. ACK. *depressed* If by the end of the year our financial situation manages to get worse, I'll have to move back to Sydney which means I probably won't be able to do law. I feel more depressed...