to bad im not black

[rush36]

well this weekend has been an eventful one. friday night went to the caravan to see integrity, my surrender, and in case of fire, bad ass show. saturday, chuck came over and we got drunk watching lsu kick georgia's ass :[. after that we left to go to the caravan to see clenched fist. yet another bad ass show. leaving there we decided to go downtown. but only to find out chuck's wallet had been stole by two black guys at the show. well we knew where they were going so chuck, brent, "puddle of mudd", and myself went to go find them. just so happens they were suppose to go to club rockafella in south memphis, to do an interview with gangsta blac, for Toxic TV. so we ge to the club. no white people anywhere to be found, except us four. kinda weird. so after sitting outside for god knows how long, we find out we are not getting in because we are white. kinda sucks, because they still have chuck wallet. so anyways we go get some food and come home. omg like 3 more days and i fly out to buffalo, to meet up with nicole, to drive back to memphrica. i hope we find a decent house out in bartlett. we got word, that a friend of her family's, has a house with an indoor pool. that would own life. in any event, i would like to have a garage, so i can do side work to make some extra money. that would be nice. but yeah im quitting my job soon. got another job lined up for the first of the year. its nice having a trade under your belt. i found this job with one day of looking. i told my mom and nicole that i would find a job thursday when i woke up and decided not to go to work. so i rode around filled out applications, had interviews, and talked with people. only to find out that i had another job at 3pm. awesome. only bad thing is gonna be driving from bartlett to olive branch every day. guess im gonna continue to sell my truck and buy a honda. better on gas, easy to work on. yeah so this is gonna be cool. im sick of living this life, and i decided to change my ways, in order to do better, and live a happy life. dunno if nicole is gonna live here or at her moms until we get the house in feb. cece is gonna live with us also. so ill have someone to terrorize. gonna be kinda weird, seeing i havent lived inna house since i was in middle school. its always been apts for me. but the landlord will be a friend, and we wont have to worry about being too loud because the neighbors wont be that close. so that is gonna kick ass. everyone has gotten pissed lately after catching word that me and nicole were dating and what not, and that we were getting a house. oh well. i dont even care anymore what anyone else says. i have come to realize there is no point in arguing with people that want to talk shit about what you do. when they arent doing anything to improve their life. its like people just want to talk shit about you for your actions, but fail to look at their own actions, and attitude, and the things the do in their everyday life. work, bitch and complain. noone in particular, thats just normal shit talking person. oh well at any rate, im done with that drama. gonna be nice to finely be out of the drama for good. new number, new car, new job, being with nicole. everything is gonna change! and for the best. its my turn damnit. and this is gonna work. so imma continue cleaning my room out and shit
and packing shit up, so she has room to put her stuff if she decides to move in here. so peace bitches