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Uni has started again.
My very last term in this course :D it is quite daunting as I look at the amount of work I have to do. I feel very inspired and motivated since my lecturer seems to like my work very much... though he tends to make my story sound like some psychological piece with hidden messages and stuff. LOL NO it's just a really simple story I want to animate.
Right now I'm juggling uni, 2 jobs, fantrading and cosplay. Haaa.... do not want. I just really need to get my priorities sorted, and work out an amazing schedule and STICK to it like my life depends on it.
I'm just so worried about my animation. I really, really, really want to make it as good as possible. Honestly, I think I've given myself way too much work by being ridiculously ambitious with the elements in my animation... but I realized... that is what I always do. I don't think I can accept myself if I don't do something 'epic'. I always have this "I CAN DO THIS" attitude, which ends up crumbling down towards the end ahahaha. I hate myself sometimes.
Oh yeah, I got a new design job thanks to Shyamala :D. I'll be re-designing a club organization's website from Monash. This is probably my most professional job I have received up until now, so I'm determined to do it right.
I'm still working on my old job, designing characters for baby products. Here's a stupid kangaroo-baby I did for a baby formula:
I will be working my ass off until mid October. Then I will be (hopefully) graduating in December.
I don't know.
My mum asked me, "Where do you see yourself in 5-10 years time?".
I didn't have an definite answer, but all I knew is that I want a job that will take me around the world. So I'm contemplating on studying Chinese and Japanese in Taiwan while freelancing on the side. Ultimately, I think I will be pointing my direction and working towards Japan. It's definitely not because of animu, but it's definitely about the design/art and animation side.
GAHH but before any of that happens. I need to improve on my art. I seriously hate it, don't like it at all. It's just.... not original, or consistent. It is so true when people say your art reflects who you are. Look at my gallery. It's everywhere, just like me lol. So I guess I need to improve myself first before I improve my art.
If my personality had a voice, it would shout, "I WANT TO DO EVERYTHING".
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SO WHAT HAPPENED TODAY:
Went to a lecture and then trained back to Box HIll with chancake . We were having hot pot with the girls at 8, but it was only 6.30pm when we arrived at Box HIll. So we decided to be super Asian and had bubble cup while we chatted non-stop about Hetalia... more like the Ajians. HEEE I could talk about them forever <3 It was awesome though since I haven't talked to Chanfag in person in ages.
Then san joined us and we headed over to the awkward hotpot place. When we went in, I saw the back of Chao and shadlez and a girl with short hair.
... then she turned around.
IT WAS MEL
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
(Mel is one of my best friends who went back to Hong Kong earlier this year)
I went hysterical and scared the restaurant LOL. Kathy also joined us later 8D
Omggsldkfjsdk it was wonderful to dinner with everyone again.
My very last term in this course :D it is quite daunting as I look at the amount of work I have to do. I feel very inspired and motivated since my lecturer seems to like my work very much... though he tends to make my story sound like some psychological piece with hidden messages and stuff. LOL NO it's just a really simple story I want to animate.
Right now I'm juggling uni, 2 jobs, fantrading and cosplay. Haaa.... do not want. I just really need to get my priorities sorted, and work out an amazing schedule and STICK to it like my life depends on it.
I'm just so worried about my animation. I really, really, really want to make it as good as possible. Honestly, I think I've given myself way too much work by being ridiculously ambitious with the elements in my animation... but I realized... that is what I always do. I don't think I can accept myself if I don't do something 'epic'. I always have this "I CAN DO THIS" attitude, which ends up crumbling down towards the end ahahaha. I hate myself sometimes.
Oh yeah, I got a new design job thanks to Shyamala :D. I'll be re-designing a club organization's website from Monash. This is probably my most professional job I have received up until now, so I'm determined to do it right.
I'm still working on my old job, designing characters for baby products. Here's a stupid kangaroo-baby I did for a baby formula:
I will be working my ass off until mid October. Then I will be (hopefully) graduating in December.
I don't know.
My mum asked me, "Where do you see yourself in 5-10 years time?".
I didn't have an definite answer, but all I knew is that I want a job that will take me around the world. So I'm contemplating on studying Chinese and Japanese in Taiwan while freelancing on the side. Ultimately, I think I will be pointing my direction and working towards Japan. It's definitely not because of animu, but it's definitely about the design/art and animation side.
GAHH but before any of that happens. I need to improve on my art. I seriously hate it, don't like it at all. It's just.... not original, or consistent. It is so true when people say your art reflects who you are. Look at my gallery. It's everywhere, just like me lol. So I guess I need to improve myself first before I improve my art.
If my personality had a voice, it would shout, "I WANT TO DO EVERYTHING".
---
SO WHAT HAPPENED TODAY:
Went to a lecture and then trained back to Box HIll with chancake . We were having hot pot with the girls at 8, but it was only 6.30pm when we arrived at Box HIll. So we decided to be super Asian and had bubble cup while we chatted non-stop about Hetalia... more like the Ajians. HEEE I could talk about them forever <3 It was awesome though since I haven't talked to Chanfag in person in ages.
Then san joined us and we headed over to the awkward hotpot place. When we went in, I saw the back of Chao and shadlez and a girl with short hair.
... then she turned around.
IT WAS MEL
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
(Mel is one of my best friends who went back to Hong Kong earlier this year)
I went hysterical and scared the restaurant LOL. Kathy also joined us later 8D
Omggsldkfjsdk it was wonderful to dinner with everyone again.