Hope is a bitch

[rurounitriv]

I hate this. I hate it I hate it I hate it.

Every time I think I've got it. Every time I think this time, it'll be different, that this time it would come through for me - it all falls apart.

I really thought that I had that job, dammit. They loved me. The attitude, the talents, it was all great.

So today, I get what Lissy calls a "Dear John" letter. Thanks but no thanks, so nice of you to have come over for the interview, really enjoyed meeting you, but we picked someone else.

Again.

Dammit, WHEN IS IT MY TURN?!?! I'm about at the end of my rope here, and there's no end in sight. It's even got me writing wangsty poetry, which is just so not my usual style.

HOPE IS A BITCH

Hope is a bitch
Brings you down when it dies
Offers the moon
But it tells only lies

You think there's a chance
But it's pie in the sky
It laughs at your pain
As your will to live dies

It makes you keep going
When you can only fail
You think that you're free
But you're caught in its jail

Yes hope is a bitch
And it tears you inside
But you've got to keep going
And just let it ride

Hope is a bitch
But just let it ride

Hope is a bitch.