Apr 07, 2014 00:12
After 10 blissful days of being away from work, I ended up having a horrible weekend and remembered WHY I took vacation in the first place. I honestly can't stand my job and I don't know why I am too lazy to go and find another one. Constant stress and every day I get angrier and angrier with the way my store manager handles the place.
But I made the most of today. I didn't really get much done. All I really did was clean my returns up front out and cleared off my hardware desk. It was a mess and clearly no one thought it was wise to keep the desk clean during my absence. Otherwise I was running back and forth between my desk and the sporting goods desk, either mixing paint or issuing fishing licenses.
My desk clean-up mostly consisted of taking care of things that were on my desk long before I went on vacation. Like this can of paint thinner that had a broken spout. My manager had placed it on the desk and told me she forgot to take care of it when I inquired about it. But then due to time constraints or me constantly being called up front, I was unable to take care of it myself. And then I went on vacation. I was gone for 10 days. I came back...the can was still there.
There were boxed behind my desk. I was going through them. They've been there for a while, even before I left. Vast majority of them were actually for other departments. Again signs of neglect and lack of respect around my work area. People too lazy to just take it to the proper area to be worked or to the service desk to be placed in it's proper bin. There was a lot of things. Broke lightbulbs. I've asked time and time again that those not be left on top of the desk. Because what if a kid runs by and cuts themselves? I've always been under the belief that if something should be claimeds, we should take care of it right away. But no, my third shift crew refuses to take care of their mess and leaves it on my desk for me. Personally I'm getting sick of cleaning up everyone's mess. I have my own work that needs to get done and I'm already having troubles getting it done because I'm trained in so many areas that I'm always being pulled away. I don't want to take care of their stuff as well.
My ZMS over hardware is the one that's constantly complaining about the mess on the desk, but do you think he'd take the time to clean it? To pick up after himself? To NOT throw things behind it or on top of it? No. And then he gets mad that it looks like crap. Well dude...
I don't mind cleaning. Don't get me wrong. I have fun cleaning things up. I've always enjoyed the way things look as it starts off as a mess, gets organized and then suddenly it's clean. It feels good to me. So I don't mind doing it. It's just frustrating that no one else is willing to help.
Well enough of my work rant. Let's start on home life shall we?
Today after work I decided to pick up these orange flowers that I really wanted. And I wanted some of the cadbury caramel eggs...sadly all we had was creme and chocolate..neither one I care much for. So as I was looking at more Easter candy, I spotted some Mother's Day goods. Saw a bear. Decided to get it for my mom, and then I noticed the socks...picked her up a pair of each color....and next thing you know, I'm buying a bag, some yellow flowers and candy for her as well. I'm not usually so giving towards my mother, but for some reason today I really wanted to buy her something. So that's what I did.
Of course when I got home, she proceeded to take my temperature cause she couldn't believe I would just buy her things XD;; But at least she liked them all.
Didn't do much else. Read a few chapters of Untamed. I really hate Zoey. But Aphrodite makes the books worth it so I force myself to keep reading them. Ate some chicken noodle casserole. It was soooo yummy. Did the dishes, and Facebook.
My ankles today aren't nearly as bad as yesterday. I was able to walk a little better tonight, but this morning was awful. I could hardly put any pressure on them. I'm not even sure how I feel about trying now. They hurt so much. I really need to lose weight, but it's hard when you can't hardly walk :[
Tried to watch a Japanese movie called Girl. Couldn't get into it. I had no idea what was going on or anything so after 30 minutes of trying, I gave up. Now I'm watching another movie that I labeled as DK in my folder. I downloaded it a long time ago....it had Kenichi Matsuyama, Morikita Maki and Tegoshi Yuya in it. I'm sure the whole reason I downloaded it was because of Tegoshi. I like him so much. So far it's good, but I'm irritated with it.
Akdong Musician finally gets to debut and I watched/listened to their new single 200%. I really really really like it. I like it a lot.
EXO teasers for $uho, Chen and Baekhyun. Also Stardium pictures. D.O's is sooooo cute. It says "Cheer up" but he's frowning. *snickers*
I'm seriously warm right now. I'm going to turn on the fan and go back to the movie. Good night.