Jun 13, 2006 19:13
It's quiet at the library tonight, but the banter in my head is deafening.
I just wish it would go away. Just 5 minutes of mind numbing silence and absence of thought and feeling...
the kind that comes from zen, not drugs.
The trip to Boston is looking very doubtful. The problem with this awesome job of mine is that they are not so awesome about vacation time, and it isn't like any other minimum wage job where I would just quit if they said no.
Just 5 minutes of quiet, please
Maybe The X-Men and a cheesy Chinese romantic flick will help. Maybe.
Does it make me weak for missing him this much?