Jul 28, 2010 16:03
Day 3. It is going by way too fast...
I found out yesterday - or was it the day before - that Roman's vacation is next week. What a bummer. We couldn't have our vacations at the same time. And to make matters worse I am a baby and will be so jealous of him come next week, when he gets to spend all day at home and I have to work 10 hours a day.
I am still worried over the whole visa thing and if I will have to go home without my husband. The stress and the worry made me cry a little last night. It also gave me stupid childish nightmares. ><
This morning I woke up around 9 because my mother-in-law came in a turned my fan off. I got so hot that it made me sick. So I was sick during most of the morning.
I played the sims 3 for a while trying to figure out what paints and stuff for my mom to use in our house. I must say, I think I did a pretty good job, I still need to make a few changes then I can take some pictures of my work and send it to my mom. I hope she likes it. The main thing is to go for a minimalist approach. THAT MEANS NO CLUTTER. I don't know how my mom is going to get rid of all the stuff in our house. We need to sell it, put it in storage, or throw it in the garbage. We have way too much stuff in our house.
* I guess if for whatever reason I have to go home at the end of August without Roman, then I guess looking on the bright side - there isn't really one but I am trying to think positive - if I really have to go home early then I will stay busy making my house beautiful for when Roman does come. That is the only positive thing about having to go home early. *
I wish it would storm. My mood is calling for a great storm with thunder, lightning, heavy rain, and darkness. Plus it has been too hot. Korea needs a good rain to cool everything down.
I have been stuffing my face full of chocolate everyday this week so far. Ugh, I don't want to gain weight but I can't seem to stop snacking on stuff every 5 minutes. This has got to stop.
Even though I said that I wanted to work on my writing, I still haven't touched any of my work. I hate it that I can't get myself to do the things I had planned to do. I hate being lazy, but I just feel so tired all the time. I swear I will never work a job like the SLP one again. It just takes too much out of me. Here I have had 4 days of rest and I still feel exhausted. The place has totally worn me out.
I have been listening to a lot of Irish music lately like the Pogues, the Young Dubliners, and Celtic Woman, plus some Enya and other celtic stuffs. It is good stuff. And good ol' Enya is great for when you want to relax.
I am on the second book of the Vampire Diaries and I must say there is some pretty bad writing in it, plus the characters say things that are just silly and their behaviors and responses are unbelievable. Maybe I should read young adult books more often, if they are all written with so many discrepancies, then I shouldn't stress too much over my own writing because I want to write for young adults too. Maybe young adults don't read critically like older advanced readers do? I guess I can use that to my advantage. mwahahaha.
I should probably go take a shower now, since the weather has cooled down a little - or so it seems. I think a cool shower will help awaken my senses and help me to feel better. Yep I think that is what I will go do now.
Later~