Apr 18, 2005 09:37
new layout. i love it.
yesterday went to the Merrimack brunch thingy for accepted students.
it was good. it's a cute little campus the more i look at it. i kinda wanna live there but i might need to save the money if i transfer to NEU next year. God, i hope i get into NEU next year. im gunna try my hardest this year.
As I was walking around I realized (hopefully) how much funner college is gunna be than high school. Im gonna meet whole new group of people. Hopefully they wont be as lame and snobby as the people in my school. Im also nervous cz i do not want to badly and i want balance my social life and classes. ugh. im especially going to dread papers. but i realize everyone goes through it. but idk why it just feels like your hte only one haha.
so i still have to talk to my dad about living there or not.
yeah so it's suppose to 80 wed. whoo! but isolated thinderstorms :-/
i woke up at 9 today. idk why. couldnt sleep anymore.
oh so i did nothing last night. a lot of people didnt. i guess last night just blew.
i cant wait to start making some money for myself.
yeah. it defitnetly isnt the same with him. i talked to him for liek 2 seconds online yesterday. online we rarely have anything to talk about. he told me how he loves that he works a lot cz hteres no drama and something else that i forget. i was like oh sweet glad everythings going well for you. obv you cant go out for your birthday so um ill just drop off a present at your house. yeah. and after he was liek are you ok oh yeah dont worry about talk to u later
i really feel awesome tho. no really.
idk how prom is gunna be. i truly dont know. im getting worried.
idk what im doing today. but hopefully its out of this house and my mind off him.