dear tammy ho,
you know, i stand up for you when no one else will.
whenever i hear the slightest ballast word slip from anybody's mouth, i am quick to defend you. no i didn't have to. but i did, because i figured it would be a gesture of kindness. a kind of civil peace offering in spite of months worth of transgressions.
and even when some of my best friends told me i was wasting my time, even then did i stick up for you. i compromised a lot of my own integrity to try and be your friend, and try as i might, the bullshit just kept getting thicker.
now once again, it's my fault somebody else did something opposed to you. so why do you feel it necessary to correlate all your problems to me? is it because you have nobody else to dump your sorrows on? or is it because i am an easy target that gives you the time a day.
i don't know if you've noticed, but my friends are human. which mean everything they said, do or anything they feel about you, is an act of thier own volition. which means, i can't control anything they do, and it isn't my fault they hate you. who cares what they think, honestly?
well, this time, i have had it. sure, i've said, done and acted coldly towards you. but was i not remorseful when i knew i was wrong? or did i not immediately admit i was wrong?
eat humble pie, grow some moxy and stay the hell out of my life.
chris
whenever i hear the slightest ballast word slip from anybody's mouth, i am quick to defend you. no i didn't have to. but i did, because i figured it would be a gesture of kindness. a kind of civil peace offering in spite of months worth of transgressions.
and even when some of my best friends told me i was wasting my time, even then did i stick up for you. i compromised a lot of my own integrity to try and be your friend, and try as i might, the bullshit just kept getting thicker.
now once again, it's my fault somebody else did something opposed to you. so why do you feel it necessary to correlate all your problems to me? is it because you have nobody else to dump your sorrows on? or is it because i am an easy target that gives you the time a day.
i don't know if you've noticed, but my friends are human. which mean everything they said, do or anything they feel about you, is an act of thier own volition. which means, i can't control anything they do, and it isn't my fault they hate you. who cares what they think, honestly?
well, this time, i have had it. sure, i've said, done and acted coldly towards you. but was i not remorseful when i knew i was wrong? or did i not immediately admit i was wrong?
eat humble pie, grow some moxy and stay the hell out of my life.
chris