i lie awake, watching porn...
Ugh, live is heavy right now.
over my head, spiral of
work
stress
bills
mom
familia
partner
troubles
co-workers
troubles
internalized oppression
self-hatred
inexistant
male support
anxiety
lots of anxiety
desires
sexual
destiny
a hair of alysabeth in my bed.
*feel like crying*
can't even smoke i'm so out of it. and it's cold outside. and hungry--only good food will do me good.
and no matter how depoliticized some people around me are, or are afraid to be political, i'm gonna be political and keep politicizing everything! in a daily fucking world of chaos, hunger, disasters, and oppression... this method is my only source of freedom.
over my head, spiral of
work
stress
bills
mom
familia
partner
troubles
co-workers
troubles
internalized oppression
self-hatred
inexistant
male support
anxiety
lots of anxiety
desires
sexual
destiny
a hair of alysabeth in my bed.
*feel like crying*
can't even smoke i'm so out of it. and it's cold outside. and hungry--only good food will do me good.
and no matter how depoliticized some people around me are, or are afraid to be political, i'm gonna be political and keep politicizing everything! in a daily fucking world of chaos, hunger, disasters, and oppression... this method is my only source of freedom.