is this enough now?
I can't take this any more. Being with someone who is constantly one extreme or the other, but never something in between like I feel I am, like I want to be. Aghghgh! Hurt.
At least work seems to be stabilizing. Although the "THC Anonymous" sessions feel up and down like a roller coaster, though I'm keeping optimistic. I'm taking advice from LC who works for a similar org, "don't make your co-workers your social life"--I'm still good at stepping away from all of that. Fools @ work can be sooo pretentious, and for what? They don't do shit (this is friendly shit talk, btw). But I gotta admit, on a me-positive note, I certainly love to connect with my clients as much as I can, and I'm often finding myself taking an extra step or two (not cause I'm supposed to, but b/c I find paths in the system) to help out cats get or stay housed.
On another note, I get to move back to the Mission Dist. Scandalous, I love it. Can't wait to reconnect with all the Mission cats I know from school and my previous work. And I look so forward to cooking at home on a consistent basis, yuuuuummmmy! And the new roommies are gonna be fabulous. Hell to the yes!
At least work seems to be stabilizing. Although the "THC Anonymous" sessions feel up and down like a roller coaster, though I'm keeping optimistic. I'm taking advice from LC who works for a similar org, "don't make your co-workers your social life"--I'm still good at stepping away from all of that. Fools @ work can be sooo pretentious, and for what? They don't do shit (this is friendly shit talk, btw). But I gotta admit, on a me-positive note, I certainly love to connect with my clients as much as I can, and I'm often finding myself taking an extra step or two (not cause I'm supposed to, but b/c I find paths in the system) to help out cats get or stay housed.
On another note, I get to move back to the Mission Dist. Scandalous, I love it. Can't wait to reconnect with all the Mission cats I know from school and my previous work. And I look so forward to cooking at home on a consistent basis, yuuuuummmmy! And the new roommies are gonna be fabulous. Hell to the yes!