Day 2 of my grand adventure.
So, this is my second day here at Ft. Jackson, South Carolina. Its not too bad, the weather is a bit chilly compared to back on the west coast, but I'll manage. The lack of having a car and living on a base in a dorm is a bit bothersome too, but I'll only be here till the end of the March and then I'll move onto Korea from there. Guess I'll just have to manage..
I kind of want to just open up my own blog site to post things, mostly because I feel like posting other things instead of just a journal purely. Other stuff like gaming news/reviews/media, pictures of things abroad and other little things here and there. We'll see how that goes. I'll be sure to probably close down this LJ if that happens.
Ah, I feel a bit lonely. I don't think the idea of me leaving everyone has completely hit me. Especially leaving Michelle. I was pretty calm when we parted at the airport, but now I feel scared or have some kind of regret about leaving. I suppose thats natural and having those feelings shows that I care, but I still don't enjoy it. I wonder how hard this year is going to be for me, emotionally speaking. I want to do it, I want to make it work, but I think like every person, or at least I hope people feel like this, that I'm scared of getting hurt. Hah its only day two, and I already have all these thoughts. Imagine me multiple months into this trip. Will I be able to look back on this and smile knowing that I grew stronger from all of this, or will I only frown upon all of this? Who knows..Time will only tell.
I kind of want to just open up my own blog site to post things, mostly because I feel like posting other things instead of just a journal purely. Other stuff like gaming news/reviews/media, pictures of things abroad and other little things here and there. We'll see how that goes. I'll be sure to probably close down this LJ if that happens.
Ah, I feel a bit lonely. I don't think the idea of me leaving everyone has completely hit me. Especially leaving Michelle. I was pretty calm when we parted at the airport, but now I feel scared or have some kind of regret about leaving. I suppose thats natural and having those feelings shows that I care, but I still don't enjoy it. I wonder how hard this year is going to be for me, emotionally speaking. I want to do it, I want to make it work, but I think like every person, or at least I hope people feel like this, that I'm scared of getting hurt. Hah its only day two, and I already have all these thoughts. Imagine me multiple months into this trip. Will I be able to look back on this and smile knowing that I grew stronger from all of this, or will I only frown upon all of this? Who knows..Time will only tell.