Just watched The Butterfly Effect.
You know, you never think that a movie would bring up so many emotions or make you think of so many things all in the span of 2 hours. Christy and I watched The Butterfly Effect and two things came to me during the movie. One being the death of Jeanette and I cried a little about it. I miss her so much cause she'd be so proud of me right now. I have found everything that I have ever wanted in my life. During the movie, the second thing that came to me is that THIS is who I want to spend my life with, shes everything to me. I couldn't stand being with someone else cause its just not her. Shes the only person who I've dated who has made me fear the simplist things in the world. I get so worried about something happening to her. Some nights I just want to hold her in my arms but I know that some day, my life will come to a complete. Who knows when that will be but she is going to my school now and her mom is starting to come around. I love her with everything I have and for that my life is complete, for now.