unbearable
this break is proving unbearable... im so used to being bogged down with homework and whatnot that i dont have time to just sit and do what i want... and now that i do have time to just dick around and do whatever, i want to get back to work... i dont know what to do... ive slept 16hrs in a row... ive swum forever and a day... worked on paintings... and now i have nothing to do... crap...
im going through some serious m&m withdrawal--mate & miguel, but i guess the candy is applicable...
ive lost my agenda--fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuckity fuck fuck fuck... i cant remember what assignments are due monday... that thing is seriously the only way i am surviving the school year... before, it was all 'oh, who gives a fuck. its not like i ever have any homework' but now i have all this shit--fuck fuck fuck! and i lost the SAT guide i was studying....UBERFUCK... my sat is only a week away... shit. and its from the library...the guide... goddamnit.