been shitty times
so i finally did eat and then i woke up and puked in the middle of the night.. bleh.. things are slightly better.. i cant really say that i'm not losing my mind.. i dont know whats going on with me... i'm going back home on sunday.. its time for me to start new.. i need to get used to it before school starts next week ..im tired of feeling that im forcing my relationship to work.. if its meant to be then it will be.. time to test it and find proof for myself..