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so i should probably update..its been a while...my life has hit an all new low..im so pathetic its funny...ok lets see..i smoked on friday monday tuesday thursday and today...and like on wed and thurs i couldnt feel my body...like i was perfectly fine in my head but i couldnt feel anything in my body it was so weird..so finally thursday night i had to smoke to make that feeling go away...yea my mom drove me to allies house and i saw lenny<3 i missed her..and then sandeep picked us up and we went to a diner and then dropped off this frank and his girlfriend..then we smoked and i went home and i was buggin..thank god my mom was already in bed...then today my mom went out for lunch on long island with her friends..so like as soon as ashe left the house i sparked my bowl of course and who comes back home while im in the act of a nice pull..MY MOTHER..i freaked out and threw a still smoking bowl into my underwear drawer and grabbed the rest of the weed off my bed just in time...but i had my incense burning so i guess it didnt smell in the house but i distinctly remember her saying something about doing work and not just getting high...and then she called me a little later and was like enjoy your afternoon alone...and she said it with a knowing voice..like she was happy to see me getting stoned lmaoo...so yeaa stuff...

what else..umm ive texted aaron a million times cuz im quite pathetic and i miss him b/c i have no one else and he never answers me..gayblade..yea and stuff...peaceee