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I am so sick of this. I just can't catch a break. Everytime i think i've found something lasting and good, it never turns out right. EVERYTHING i try completely screws me over and i hate it. What am i doing wrong. I wish someone would tell me. Am i not good enough? What is wrong with me?? I don't even care anymore. I give up. Obviously things are not working for me right now so i'm not even gonna try. God is punishing me. I swear. Sarah says "pray about it and god will give you the desires of your heart" haha not working. A fucking year and a half and how much longer should i be patient?? I don't understand why nothing works out for me. I don't want to get hurt anymore. I quit.
I'd sure hate to break down here
Nothing up ahead or in the rear view mirror
Out in the middle of nowhere nowhere
I'm in trouble if these wheels stop rolling
Lord help me get through this somehow
Don't let me start wishin i was with him now
I made it this far without cryin a single tear
I'd sure hate to break down here
I'd sure hate to break down here
Nothing up ahead or in the rear view mirror
Out in the middle of nowhere nowhere
I'm in trouble if these wheels stop rolling
Lord help me get through this somehow
Don't let me start wishin i was with him now
I made it this far without cryin a single tear
I'd sure hate to break down here