Jan 27, 2007 14:23
I really fucking hate him and wish I can destroy him mentally like he destroyed me mentally.
I'm in a state of agony and anguish.
ALL I WANT IS SEX. JESUS FUCKING CHRIST, IS THAT SO DIFFICULT?
I think there's a stage of purification and torment I must go through after I've fucked other people or something and then just a very VERY slim possibility of having sex with him after this long and drawn out stage.
Or his mother just needs to leave town.
What a fucking jerk-off.
I've been without sex for so long that I can't even fucking have a coherent thought, let alone be coherent in my writing. Argh.
My heart... it's too much for me to take. :'(