Nov 20, 2006 02:18
This is exactly the two year mark of having sex with P for the first time.
Today we celebrated that by having sex. Original, huh?
I feel so old.
I never feel that age difference between us, it's so strange. Sometimes I feel older than him. I wonder if that's bad. Well. I think he's very beautiful. His body is still the same as it was two years ago - like it belongs on the catalog of Abecrombie and Fitch. His silver hair is still as soft. He is the cuddliest creature alive. I love to put my cheek on his stomach, my flesh fills in the concavity of it.
I hope for a weekend getaway with him again one day.
Even if we are never meant to have that sort of a relationship, I have such a good time with him and I love spending downtime with him. We have a comfortable rapport with each other.