i want purity. i must have it here right now.
I went home Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday. Then I went back to T town for Friday and Saturday. Now I am back home again. Hurricanes are gay! I am over them. Eric and I had the best three days. Then he convinced me to come back "because of the storm." He hasn't called me back yet and I feel like throwing things. I figured out the only problem the two of us have is that I don't trust him. I constantly question every word that comes out of his mouth. He told me the other day that he has never lied to me. Yeah. Okay. We did lots of fun stuff. We went to the beach just the two of us and it was really nice. He is the only person I can talk about all my dorky stuff with and agrees with me on so much of it. Everything was perfect and he had to go fuck it up by not calling me back. Maybe I am just too needy. Maybe I am just pissed off that he convinces me to come home and then is MIA. I feel stupid and I want to cry. Everytime I put myself out there for him, even just the tinniest bit, I end up getting burned. I want to go back to Tampa right now.