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Seeing Eric for no more than three hours over Thanksgiving and having this sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach when we kissed hello was actually very emotionally freeing. I dont even feel like I need to talk about it. I think it is really done.
I met this other guy named Eric. He works across the street from me, and for awhile it was looking pretty promising. But that all kind of went out the window, and I am not exactly all broken up about that either.
John was in Korea for a week and he left there for Germany today. I haven't talked to him since Monday and I feel crazy not being able to call whenever I need or want to. He is going to come here after the holidays are all said and done with. His birthday is next week. I know what I am getting him. He is bringing me back soju (I dont think that is how you spell it) from Korea so I want to have a party.
Speaking of soju, I miss Loren lately. I really want to talk to her, but I know I can't call her. I need John or Eric or someone who finds her equally as dispicable as either of them to talk me out of it.
Teill got a job with me and that is very fun. She only works on the weekends, but that is ok. I have been working a lot lately, but I am still broke. I think I am going to be poor forever.
I want to go see Travis Morrison. I forgot when it is though. I dont have anyone to go to shows with.
I cant wait to go back to school. I have felt like such a piece of shit these past few months. It is awful. Now I am excited about it. I am going to be done at HCC by the end of the summer and that is fantastic.
Online diaryville things are sooooooo summer 2001 and make me think of Brian Grier, Jessica, Heaven and Breakfast and Loren's stupid ass.
I met this other guy named Eric. He works across the street from me, and for awhile it was looking pretty promising. But that all kind of went out the window, and I am not exactly all broken up about that either.
John was in Korea for a week and he left there for Germany today. I haven't talked to him since Monday and I feel crazy not being able to call whenever I need or want to. He is going to come here after the holidays are all said and done with. His birthday is next week. I know what I am getting him. He is bringing me back soju (I dont think that is how you spell it) from Korea so I want to have a party.
Speaking of soju, I miss Loren lately. I really want to talk to her, but I know I can't call her. I need John or Eric or someone who finds her equally as dispicable as either of them to talk me out of it.
Teill got a job with me and that is very fun. She only works on the weekends, but that is ok. I have been working a lot lately, but I am still broke. I think I am going to be poor forever.
I want to go see Travis Morrison. I forgot when it is though. I dont have anyone to go to shows with.
I cant wait to go back to school. I have felt like such a piece of shit these past few months. It is awful. Now I am excited about it. I am going to be done at HCC by the end of the summer and that is fantastic.
Online diaryville things are sooooooo summer 2001 and make me think of Brian Grier, Jessica, Heaven and Breakfast and Loren's stupid ass.