now for really...
...soooooo i've gained 500000000000023470q3-2904871q23-9047723-98472 pounds...yes and a q. I've never weighed this much in my life and i always wondered how fat people got THAT fat...well now i know.
Guess i can put this down as a "i've been there" in my lifetime list. NOW its time to get skinny again.
how....how.............HOW?!
the candy and food obsession HAS gotten a little out of hand, as well as the sitting on my ass thing....OH and the calling out of work, being unproductive thing as well. ugh.
I feel like i was doing SOOOOO well until i started talking to that girl again, and she kind of pulled me into this hellish depressed rut. Thats extremely pathetic. I'd like to surround myself with much better people than that, or nobody at all. I feel like most of the people i know aren't really productive...this is depressing. Maybe its time to hide away again and focus focus focus.
day 1: no alcohol no candy
(wish me luck)
Guess i can put this down as a "i've been there" in my lifetime list. NOW its time to get skinny again.
how....how.............HOW?!
the candy and food obsession HAS gotten a little out of hand, as well as the sitting on my ass thing....OH and the calling out of work, being unproductive thing as well. ugh.
I feel like i was doing SOOOOO well until i started talking to that girl again, and she kind of pulled me into this hellish depressed rut. Thats extremely pathetic. I'd like to surround myself with much better people than that, or nobody at all. I feel like most of the people i know aren't really productive...this is depressing. Maybe its time to hide away again and focus focus focus.
day 1: no alcohol no candy
(wish me luck)