i found something shiny

[runswithflys]

and as far as i can tell,its beautiful.
the damn thing is lovely!

i want to hold it close
i want to bring it into my life,and see if it stays shiny;bright.
i have this feeling i got it from a dark place
a place that wouldnt let it shine....
a place that i want to keep it from.

i have to much fun looking at it...*giggle*
conversing with it.
so far,
its made me happy.
just thinking about looking at it puts a smile on my face
this stupid grin.   =D

it doesnt say the things he does
it doesnt look at me the way he does
it doesnt do what he does.
and i love that.
sure theres similarities...but he doesnt shine like that
his eyes....
sigh....
i dont know what i see in his eyes anymore....

or maybe i just want something shiny?

maybe i just want something....bright and new.
maybe once i examine it,it wont be as pretty....
but damnit i cant wait to get that chance.

im rediculous.

iv only had it for a few days and its completely captivated me.
stolen every waking thought.
i didnt even clean my house today becasue i had a chance to peek at it again.
and even now...
i stay up so that i can steal a glimpse of it
and i havent even touched it yet!

i think hes catching on.

i think...

i think its time to move on...
to move out...
to stand up....
and stand alone.....

oh just the thought makes my world seem brighter....
the thought of my new something shiny....
*giggle*

sigh.

lol
Kelley,you silly girl.What have you gotten yourself into this time?