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drewritchey: hmmm. i'm a jerk face eh?
he shur is.
looks like thats my new thing.at least while im here.
i cryd a little.
cuz my sister asked about my dad.
thats an open wound for me.
a fat fucking gash across my heart.and it gonna take a long time to heal.
a very long time.
and untill it heals.or untill i let it heal.
im going to be very angry and hert.
and it all going to be focused at my dad.
i cant even call him my father.
the only way i could justifie calling him father is in the context of refuring to him as my biological father.
thats it.
he didnt raise me.
he didnt teach me anything segnificant.
he just taught me fear and anger.
pain.
bastard.
i dont want to talk about it anymore.
i want to go home.
he shur is.
looks like thats my new thing.at least while im here.
i cryd a little.
cuz my sister asked about my dad.
thats an open wound for me.
a fat fucking gash across my heart.and it gonna take a long time to heal.
a very long time.
and untill it heals.or untill i let it heal.
im going to be very angry and hert.
and it all going to be focused at my dad.
i cant even call him my father.
the only way i could justifie calling him father is in the context of refuring to him as my biological father.
thats it.
he didnt raise me.
he didnt teach me anything segnificant.
he just taught me fear and anger.
pain.
bastard.
i dont want to talk about it anymore.
i want to go home.